My sister’s kingdom glistens somewhere behind me,

Elian settles beside me, gathering me in his arms. When he lifts me, myhands curl around his neck as though it’s the most natural thing in theworld. I don’t think about how it feels to have him hold me – to truly seeevery inch of me. I can’t focus on how much my heart knocks against mychest

then I realize that he’s checking for injuries. Making sure I’m okay until hecan see it for himself.

He kisses me then. Just once. Delicate in a way I’ve only known withhim. And then the icebergs fall and the impact creates a wave high enoughto swallow us whole. I throw my arms around Elian and let my magic coatus. Shielding us from the bursts of snow that threaten to crush us to thewater bed

“I don’t like you because you’re nice,” Elian says. His forehead touchesmine, his lips hovering a breath away.“That says a lot about your psyche.”

Elian laughs an offbeat, exhausted sound. “You’re not understandingme,” he says, grabbing my hand. “I’m not leaving you.”“Elian, I—”“Don’t say something heroic and self-sacrificing,” he tells me. “Becausethen I might start thinking you’ve actually got some humanity in you.”I smirk. “That would be boring.”

The Flesh-Eater grins, saliva clinging between the lines of his sharkteeth, cutlass tail primed by my prince’s heart.

Elian lets out a breath, amusement and surprise and something far tooclose to pride.

hand tightens on my jaw and we’re a tangle of fingers and teeth and theworld obliterates around us. It’s all stardust.I bite his lip and he moans into me. We devour each other, gaspingdesperate breaths until we exhaust the air.Elian breaks away, as savage and brutal as the kiss itself. He doesn’t pullback, so much as he severs himself from me. Tearing his lips from mine.When he looks at me, his eyes are a feral mirror of my own. Dazed andfurious and so, so hungry.I run my tongue across my bottom lip, where his angler taste still lingers.

It’s nothing like the soft and tentative tryst we shared under the stars. It’swild and burning, something newly territorial in it. His lips crash fiercelyonto mine, hot and soft, and when I feel his tongue slip against mine, everyanimal part of me comes alive. It’s inside of him, too. The predatoryimpulse. We claim each other, right here on the edge of war.Elian drags his hands through my hair and I clutch him, pushing andpulling him closer against me. Even no distance feels like too much. His

“Do you know what I want from you?” I whisper.Elian swallows. “I’m not going to give you the crystal.”When I reply, my voice is throaty. “I’m not talking about that.”“Then what?”I grin, feeling more wicked than I have in so long. “Your heart,” I say,and I kiss him.

Any human who takes a siren’s heart will be immune to the power of theirsong.Only Elian didn’t need to take my heart; I gave it to him.

Lira. I grab her before she hits the ground, skidding to the floor in her place.My leg burns against the snow, ankle twisting as my arms catch her waist.

By falling for a monster, I have become one for her.

And to let thePrinces’ Bane live . . . of all the things I’ve done, that would be the worst.To put so many people in danger would be monstrous. And yet, one look atLira’s pleading eyes, and I know that’s exactly what I’m going to do.

“Stop,” I demand, and my voice cracks.

my hand falling from Lira’s

other hand, threaded wildly into Lira’s

I go to shove past her again, but she grabs me in desperation, fingersslipping into mine like it’s the most natural thing in the world. I seize.

“Kahlia!” Lira screams.

She wouldlet Lira be killed so I could carry the guilt of it. She would refuse to saveher so I could be disgraced when I did

She hisses. “Just like a human, to rely on weapons to make a kill.”

“When you die,” she says, “do youthink my daughter will weep?”I lift my knife. “Kill me and find out.”

It’s not a siren. It’s a merman.

Kye yellssomething, and I turn just in time to see him crash to the floor, a sirenskewed on top of him. Madrid kicks her off before the blood has time to dodamage, and hauls Kye back to his feet

The Sea Queen looks at melike I am a pitiful thing, no more her daughter than any other creature in herdominion. The complete opposite to the way Crestell had looked at Kahliawhen she saved her life.

Misdirection, Elian said. He’ll be proud to see how well I’ve learned

hen he dropped his sword, there was something so utterly depletedabout it that I can’t find the words to describe it in any language. The ideathat he doesn’t want me dead is impossible, but I hold on to it moredesperately than I have ever clung to anything in my vicious life.

“the next time I face her, I won’t even blink.”I feel the compass jolt against my hand and, slowly, the pointer shifts.

How she pushed mefrom the path of Rycroft’s bullet and asked me to kiss her on the edge of amountain. I force myself to remember that lying is her greatest talent

“When the time comes, I want the Princes’ Bane to die by your blade.”

“Either you marry a powerful queen and rule by her side, oryou stay in Midas with a future king who will question your every move.”

“Go back to where you came from,” I tell Lira. “Right now.”

As though it’s apossibility that I let Lira live because I really am that stupid and not becauseI really am that human.

I wish I had killed her. I wish she hadkilled me

“Oh, I’m not a recruit,” Lira says. “I’m just here to kill him.” She starespointedly at the princess. “And anyone else who gets in my way.”

I think of the taste of her kiss, with the stories of stars roofing us. Anentire galaxy watched while her body curved into mine. As she asked me tokiss her and it was all I could do to keep myself steady.

then she would have killed me.Lira would have killed me.

where Elian stands.His face is slack and expressionless, eyes lingering on the eye in my hand. Iblanch and my heart goes still in my chest. Suddenly nothing feels solidexcept for the air that lodges itself in my throat.I believe in you.For a moment I entertain the pitiful notion that maybe he didn’t hear. Butwhen his eyes hit mine, I know he knows. I know he has pieced together thepuzzle I tried so hard to shatter. And when he reaches for his sword, I knowthis night will end in blood.

I WAS SUPPOSED TO be happy when it failed

I give him a carefree smile. “I told you that I would be useful to keeparound.”

He’s suspicious – perhaps he always was – and though he has everyright to be and part of me is proud of him for it, it hurts all the same. Icannot be trusted and it kills me that he might know that.

Lies and lies, all mingling with half-truths on my tongue.

Elian’s hand finds mine. He squeezes, just once,and everything in me quickens. Heats. My body curves toward him and Ipress my free hand to the glacier walls. When we find the curve to thecorner, Yukiko’s light illuminates our faces once more.I don’t drop Elian’s hand.

Elian’s glovedhand hovers dangerously close to mine, and though I feel the air spark andwarm between us, I don’t look at him

And he does.

“You said I was more charming when I was unconscious.”

“Are you ever going to kiss me?”Slowly, Elian says, “That’s not a favor.”

“Genocide doesn’t seem quite right, does it?

Because I can’t help but hateseeing him stand submissively by her, not giving him a choice in his ownfuture. Using him for her devious plans, just like I intended to. It’s too muchof a reminder of my life before the Saad. Before Elian made me realizewhat it was like to be free. The very person who gave me a glimpse of hopeis now so willing to sacrifice his own.

Yukiko is Elian’s side effect, as the Flesh-Eater was mine.

“You maycare about her,” Yukiko says, “but it won’t change anything. Love is not forprinces, and it’s most certainly not for kings. You promised me that youwould become a king. My king. I want to remind you of that promise.”

There’s part of me that wantsto – a part larger than I’d like to admit – but I wouldn’t know what to say ifI did.

Always a prince, never just a man.

“You’re putting your entire kingdom in danger by letting yourself bemanipulated by a power-hungry princess who—”She breaks off and looks to the floor with an unreadable expression

“Are you really going to marry her?” she asks, and then shakes her headlike she doesn’t want to know the answer. “It’s a smart plan, I suppose,” shesays. “You get the Crystal of Keto and an alliance with a powerful kingdom.Even if you have to give up life on the Saad, you still come out a winner.”Her forced smile falters a little at the last part, and when she speaks again,her voice is quiet and severe. “You never quite seem to lose, do you,Elian?”

Lira snatches her hand from mine. “Kye thought it was funny.”“While I’m glad the two of you are bonding, you should try to rememberthat Kye is an idiot.”

our locked hands

I squeeze my hand across her waist to silence her.

“I wonder if she can feel anything at all,” Lira says. She shifts, and whenshe turns to me, her eyes are vacant. “I suppose we won’t need to wonderfor long.”

“Do you really hate the sirens that much?” she asks.“They kill our kind.”“And you kill theirs.”My eyebrows pinch together. “That’s different,” I say. “We do what wedo to survive. They do it because they want to see us all dead.”“So it’s revenge, then?”“It’s retribution.” I sit up a little straighter. “It’s not as though the sirenscan be reasoned with. We can’t just sign a peace treaty like with the otherkingdoms.”“Why not?”The distance in Lira’s voice gives me pause. The answer should comequick and easy: because they’re monsters, because they’re killers, becauseof a thousand reasons. But I don’t say any of them. Truthfully, the idea ofthis not ending in death never crossed my mind. Of all the outcomes andpossibilities I considered, peace wasn’t one. If I had the opportunity, wouldI take it?

A blanket iswrapped loosely around her shoulders, and when it slips, she shrugs ithigher

I think of Crestell, shielding Kahlia from me and laying down her ownlife instead.Become the queen we need you to be.

I don’t know why, but Elian has evoked the same feral feeling that used tobe reserved only for her. The desire to allow sparks of loyalty and humanityin me to take hold. We’re the same, he and I. Just as looking into mycousin’s eyes feels like looking into a memory of my own childhood, beingaround Elian feels like being around an alternate version of myself.Reflections of each other in a different kingdom and a different life. Brokenpieces from the same mirror. There are worlds between us, but that seemsmore like semantics than tangible evidence of how dissimilar we are.

I pushed him from the bullet the same way he pulled me from the ocean.Without thinking or weighing up what it could mean or how it might benefit

He shrugs. “Maybe. But the little circus medic fixed you up okay. Heeven taught me how to dress your wound so he could focus on helping theship stay afloat.” Kye nods to the bandages with a smug look. “Prettyperfect, aren’t they? My first.”

I picture Lira, and it’s like I can feel her cold blood drippingthrough my hands like melted ice. If she dies, then my plan and this entiremission dies with her. More than anything, I’m counting the minutes untilour rookie engineer emerges and tells me that everything is fine. That Liradidn’t die for me and that she can still offer the last piece of the puzzle tofree the Crystal of Keto from its cage.

Nail marks so similar to theones along my own chest.I hesitate, caught off guard as a distorted image of the Princes’ Baneflashes across my mind. She could have snapped my neck or done anymanner of things to disable me, but she let her claws tear slowly throughmy chest instead. That was the thing about sirens. They always wentstraight for the heart.

“I saved a monkey with a knife wound to the ribs once. There was anaccident with a balloon bursting. It’s not that different.”

“I don’t want her to die, Elian.” Kye squeezes my arm, keeping mesteady as the fraying parts inside threaten to dismantle me. “I never did.Besides” – Kye shoves a hand into his pocket and sighs through the nextwords – “she protected you when I couldn’t.”

m not sure how long I was dead, because my father refuses to speak ofsuch things and I never asked my mother. It felt like an eternity. After, theworld must have felt particularly sorry for me, because of all the crazy,deadly things I’ve done since – which far outweigh a mile-long swim – I’mstill alive. Untouched by another brush of mortality. Made invincible,somehow, by that first fatality.

“Remind me not to get on your bad side,” Elian says.“Too late.”He grins. He’s still grinning when I see Rycroft’s head rise from thefloorboards. The pirate’s hand is at his waist in barely any time at all, andwhen he lifts it into the air, I’m surprised to see that the pistol is as black assquid ink. Just as Elian turns his head – as his crew lurches forward inpanic – a shot fires out.It’s not the first time I’ve heard a gun fired, but the sound seems louder. Itshudders through my bones and drums in beat with my heart. Everything isa rush of sounds. The smell of gunpowder and the awful scream of warningthat shoots from Kye’s lips. And then Elian. The way his smile drops whenhe notices the dread in my eyes. Three life debts.It’s almost a reflex when I push him out of the bullet’s path.There is an instant quiet that blankets the room. A fragment of a secondwhen the world seems to have lost all sound. And then I feel it. The pain ofscorching metal tearing through my human skin.

When he turns back to me, his eyes flicker over my face. His lips tense toa thin line as he notices the scrapes burning into my cheek. The blood thatcovers me, so much of it my own and so much of it not mine at all.“What are you doing here?” I ask.He shrugs. “What I do best.”“Getting on my last nerve?”“Saving you,” he replies, picking up his sword. “This is the second time.Not that I’m counting.”It’s the third, actually, if we count how he pushed me from Rycroft’s pathon the deck of the ship. Elian may not be counting, but I am.“I can’t believe you came back for me,” I say.I don’t bother to keep the gratitude from my voice.

When he reaches me, he throws it to the floor andbraces my shoulders. His smile is like nothing I have ever seen.I say the first thing I can think of, mirroring his words to me fromEidýllio. “I’m pretty sure I got rid of you already.”

Elian doesn’t even glance at Tallis Rycroft.

with a piece ofRycroft inking the corner of my lips and a smile like the devil goddess whomade us all. I swipe my tongue across my lips, snarling as his filthy bloodclots in the edges of my teeth.

Elian left because I told him to and he would have stayed if I had asked. Hewould have died, perhaps, if I would have let him. But I didn’t. I salvagedsome small part of myself that I forgot existed – a part I was so sure mymother had gutted from me – and I let him go

Elian must have missed anyarteries.

her heir, or simply command theFlesh-Eater to help make her a new one.

The girl he can’t seem to save.“Go,” I tell him.Elian’s eyes harden. Darken. That green disappearing under a whirlpoolof anger. “Being a martyr doesn’t suit you,” he says.“Just go,” I hiss.“I’m not just going to leave you here.”The sound of gunfire pierces the air. And a scream – a roar of fury – soloud that I wince. Elian turns to the doorway. Outside, his crew could bedying. The men and women he calls family marking their lives as forfeit tosave their captain. And for what? For him to surrender his own life to savethe very monster he has been hunting? A girl who has been plotting to stealhis heart from under him? A traitor in every sense of the word.Both of us have put our lives and our kingdoms on the line to find the eyeand overthrow my mother. If nothing else, I won’t stand by and watchsomeone else lose their kingdom just so I won’t be alone when I lose mine.“Elian.” My voice takes on a murderous calm.“I—”“Run!” I scream, and to my surprise, he does.

I stare in disbelief as he tries to pull his hand from therestraints, his left thumb now slack.

“Lira?” His voice is as coarse as sand. He must see blood somewhere – itseems to be everywhere – because the next thing he asks is, “Where are youhurt?”Again, I lick the crack in my lip where Tallis struck me.The blood is warm and bitter.“I’m not.” I angle my face away so he doesn’t see otherwise. “You bledall over me.”Elian’s laugh is more of a scoff. “Charming as ever,” he says.

I whip my head back a secondtoo late, and a blinding pain explodes against my skull.

“Maybe not,” Lira says. “But it was funny.”

Lira pulls out the small dagger she slipped into her boot earlier, and Ipress my back to hers. Rycroft’s shadows surround us, and from the cornerof my eye, I see snipers gather on the quarterdeck. I can take a dozen men,maybe, but even I’m not bulletproof. And Lira, for all the fire that runsthrough her veins, is not invincible.

I smirk and look over at Lira. She blinks, not in shock, but as though sheis considering what he’s saying like a proposition rather than a threat. Ifshe’s scared, she does a good job of hiding it.She lifts her rum from the table with a slow and steady hand. “Just so weunderstand each other,” she says, swirling the goblet indifferently, “I’m nothis lady.”Before I can register the look on Rycroft’s face, Lira lurches forward andthrows the golden liquid straight into his eye. Rycroft lets out an ungodlyhowl, and I jump to my feet, knife drawn as the pirate clutches his facewhere the gold dust slices with every blink

bristle. Rycroft had played the seducer, using a charm conjured fromhell knows where, while I had put my country on the line. He had nothingto lose, so he’d traded nothing. Whereas I had an entire kingdom to lose andI’d offered it at a bargain price. Too caught up in my own crusade to evenstop to think. Pathetic. I was starting to feel really damn pathetic.

The one who started this quest by pointing me in thedirection of the Sea Queens’s weakness.He’s one of the Xaprár.It was Rycroft who sent me after the crystal.

I let a flicker of practiced irritation cross over my features. “Not going tohappen.”

His eyes flicker to Lira and she smiles coyly. I didn’t realize she wascapable of looking coy, but it seems I’ve underestimated her skills of deceit.She wraps a winding piece of hair around her finger, so convincing that I

When Lira runs her tongue over her lips, my hands unclench and theanger seeps from me. Everything she does is sensual, playing her part asperfectly as she can. Or maybe she doesn’t need to act and simply enjoysthe lustful way Rycroft’s teeth scrape his lip when he watches her.

There is a spot of blood on her tongue when she licks her lips, fromthe shards of gold that dance inside the bottle.

keep my arm wrappedprotectively around Lira

Never a pirate, always a prince

Adeep burgundy turban wraps around his head, and from it large pieces ofgold and silver hang like droplets,

I widen my eyes, outraged, but Lira only smiles.“Just remember,” she says, blue eyes glistening,“if you want this scum tobelieve you and I could be together” – her voice echoes with shamelessdisbelief – “then you need to take off that ridiculous hat.”“Just you remember,” I say as we step out from behind the shrubs andapproach my lounging rival, “if we’re caught, there’s no way in hell I’mrisking my neck to save you.”

but to hunt the Princes’ Bane and her sea witch mother, or hold aprince whose heart does not beat but crashes like ocean waves

I make to take her hand and head toward Rycroft’s ship, when Kye grabson to my shirtsleeve. He doesn’t need to say anything; I can read the look inhis eyes telling me that he’d rather be the one by my side if we’re going togo head-on with Rycroft. Truth be told, I’d feel better having him there too.Thing is, as pretty as Kye might find himself, I don’t think Rycroft wouldagree, and what I need right now is an inconspicuous companion, not apirate-shaped protector.

“If you’re ready,” I say to Lira,“I give you permission to risk your life forme.”She lifts her chin. There’s something about the way she carries herselfthat reminds me of the women at court. She has the air of someone with alifetime of never knowing anything but her own way. I know because I havean identical look. Though I try to hide it, I know it’s still there. Theentitlement. The stubbornness that can never truly be lost.It’s not a look that belongs on the face of a lost orphan girl.

strolling through the docks with a new woman onhis arm, too brazen to be a sleuth or a spy . . . that just might work

She looks like a portrait, with deep copper hair pulled fromher star-freckled face, only confirming the fact that she isn’t capable oflying low. Not saying whatever crosses her damned mind. Lira can keepsecrets but she can’t, by any stretch of the imagination, keep peace. While Ihave ample practice in pretend, there’s too much fire in Lira’s eyes for suchthings. Some people burn so brightly, it’s impossible to put the flames out.Thankfully, that’s just what I need.

Kléftes breeds thieves, but more than that it breeds ghosts. Men andwomen traded like cattle, reared to be demons and killers and whatever elsetheir masters demand. Subject to the whims of slavers who would soonersell their own people than lose a trinket. They are trained to be as invisibleas they are deadly, able to sweep in through the night unnoticed and carryout deeds that never could be done in the true light of day.

but I know the most likely of them is anarranged marriage, ordered by the Midasan king to bind their kingdom toanother. Maybe the weight Elian carries is born from the shackles of a royallife and a kingdom that is unwanted but needed all the same. It’s somethingI can understand. Another similarity between us that I’d be blind not tonote. In the pits of our souls – if I amuse myself with the notion that I havea soul – Elian and I aren’t so different. Two kingdoms that come withresponsibilities we each have trouble bearing. Him, the shackles of beingpinned to one land and one life. Me, trapped in the confines of my mother’smurderous legacy. And the ocean, calling out to us both. A song of freedomand longing.OceanofPDF.com

I’m supposed to say, and something about the moment seems so personal –too personal – that I find myself searching for anything to fill the quiet.“You’re right,” I tell him, trying to shake the melancholy from my voice.“Spending a lifetime with you would be a sacrifice.”“Oh?” A glow returns to Elian’s eyes and he smiles as though the lastfew seconds didn’t happen. Erasing whatever parts of his past he doesn’twant to remember.“What would you be losing?” he asks.“If I married you?” I stand to tower above him, pushing away theunraveling thing inside me. “I suppose it would be my mind.”I turn, and the ricochets of his laughter follow me out of the room. Buteven with that infectious melody, I can’t shake the look that crossed his facewhen I mentioned marriage. It makes me more curious than I ought to be.

“I don’t want it to be that way,” Elian says. “When I marry, it won’t beabout power.”“What will it be, then?”“Sacrifice.”His voice is crisp. There’s a certainty to it, as though he’s resigned to thefact rather than proud of it. He swallows, just loud enough to catch me offguard, and the action makes me shift, his discomfort snaking through the airtoward me.Elian’s eyes drop to the floor, and I feel as though I’ve exposed him orhe’s laid himself bare and suddenly regrets it. Either way, I’m not sure what

I think back to the Flesh-Eater and the way my mother’s voice turnedinto a song when she told me she had chosen her finest warrior to continueour line. The orange rusted blood in the corners of his lips as he regardedme with a mix of hunger and regimented disinterest. And on the Saad, justnights before, when he claimed me even in my human body. An uneasinesscreeps through me at the memory

Elian and I sittogether. We plot in the most ghastly ways, scheming through each detail ofhis plan, including how to get the princess her family’s necklace withoutgetting a bullet in our hearts. Key points I’m keen to clarify.

I look to Elian, who stands like a statue beside me. It’s surprising not tohear him chime in with his crew’s tender insults, or smile as they carelesslythrow cheers around. He brings his hand to the back of his neck, unsurewhat to do with himself when he’s not smiling.

“Fine. I look forward to you layingdown your life for mine, comrade,” at which point I debate whether or notto push him back down the stairs.

In the reflection, I see Elian. He stands behind me with an amusedexpression, leaning against the doorway, his arms tangled over his chest. Hedoesn’t say anything, and we continue to watch each other through thepathway of glass until an odd feeling washes over me, worse than dread.

The Flesh-Eater takesahold of my chin and jerks my face to his so I can smell the sour blood onhis breath. When he slides his viscous lips against mine, I keep deadly still.My teeth grate together, but it’s only seconds before I feel flesh crawlingalong my tongue. I can taste the decay in him.

Ridges crisscross down its body like scars, patched by motes of gray thatseep into its flesh. Each of its fins are set apart in razors, and its large torsois carved into endless folds, leading to arms that end in inky talons. Half-shark, half something far more demonic.The Flesh-Eater.

Thinking of Elian makes the night seem colder. I know whichever plan Igo with will lead to his death. Either I try to kill him now, or I wait to killhim after, but there’s no path I’ve mapped out for myself that doesn’t endalongside his life.Every action will betray. Every choice will slaughter. Despite what mymother says, I seem to be the exact kind of monster she wanted.

There’s something about the easy routine of the Saad that settles theawful parts holding true inside my heart. Nights are spent taking in theuncanny tranquility of the ocean, far from my mother’s wrath, and thecrew – even Kye, who isn’t at all afraid to be entirely unwelcoming – offersa unique comfort. The easy rapport they share reminds me of home. OfKahlia. They look at Elian the same way my cousin looks at me: withdevotion that isn’t offered in blind fidelity, but earned through somethingfar deeper. Trust. Friendship. Maybe even love. At the very least, I canpretend not to be my mother’s daughter. Live like I’ve never killed, andspend hours of a day without worrying that everything I do might be usedagainst me.I can almost see why Elian chose to abandon his birthright in favor ofsuch a nomadic life. Though I plan to return to the Diávolos Sea and takemy mother’s place, I can’t deny the appeal of a life spent far from theweight of kingdoms. It definitely isn’t the worst idea the prince has had.Most likely. At least he knows what he wants.

It’s an odd sensation to be able to sing and havenobody suffer a consequence for it. To use my voice in the completeopposite way it was intended, with neither death nor sorrow in its wake.Leaving behind nothing but a melody.I feel at peace.

My mission, my kingdom. The world. They existsomewhere other than in this moment, and now there is only this. Me, myship, and a girl with oceans in her eyes

it’s her feminine charm that’sspurred this whole thing on.As though she has any sort of charm

Lira places a hand on her hip and tries to pretend she doesn’t feel self-conscious, but it’s the first true thing I’ve seen on her face since we met.She may look like a pirate, but she’s got a way to go before she can pass forone.

I dare another look at Elian. His hat shields his eyes from the middaysun, but I can still feel them on me, watching. Waiting. For me to slip upand reveal my true intentions or, just maybe, for me to do something to earnhis loyalty. Let him watch. If Madrid has her way, the next time he sees me,I’ll be as much of a pirate as he is

“The men,” she says. “Ever since we pulled down to skeleton crew,there’s been too much testosterone aboard.”

Under order of the Sea Queen, these are the creatures we mate with.Before I was thrown into this curse, I was promised to the Flesh-Eater.Mermen have no time for names and other nonsenses and so we call themas they are: Phantom, Skinner, Flesh-Eater. While mermaids are fishthrough and through, laying eggs to be fertilized outside of their bodies,sirens are not as lucky. We must mate. And it’s the brutality and savagery ofthe mermen that make them a worthy combination to create more of ourmurderous race. At least, that’s what my mother says.

The truth is, I don’t. When it comes to relationships, I don’t know muchat all. In my kingdom, there’s no time to get to know someone or form abond. Humans speak of making love, but sirens are nothing if notregimented. We make love the same way we make war.

“You’re thinking too much,” Madrid says, settling beside me.“I’m making up for the people on this ship who don’t think at all.”

“Just so you know,” I say to Lira, “if you’re lying, I might kill you.”Lira tips her chin up, eyes defiant and too blue for me to look at herstraight. At first I’m not sure if she’s going to say anything back, but thenshe licks her lips and I know it’s because she can taste the sweetness ofwhatever insult she’s about to throw.“Maybe,” she says as the light whimpers against her skin, “I might justkill you first.”

Whenever I think of the people I’ve left behind, or the burdens of akingdom I’ll never feel ready to rule. If Lira’s story is true, then thenecklace probably belonged to the siren who killed her family. A talismanto remind her of the revenge she must carry out.

She reaches for my knife again, tentatively, and this time I let her. I cantell she’s enjoying the fact that I’m wary, as though it’s the greatestcompliment I could give. When her hand touches the knife, there’s a sparkin my chest, like a cog being pulled loose from a machine. I’ve always beenconnected to it in a way that I struggle to explain. When Lira touches it, Ifeel a sudden coldness passing from the blade through to my bones. I watchher with steady eyes, not risking a blink. She hesitates with the blade in herhands, as though considering all the possibilities it could bring. And thenshe takes a breath and swiftly cuts a line down my shirtsleeve.The blade grazes my skin but, miraculously, doesn’t draw blood.I snatch the knife back from her. “What do you think you’re doing?” Iask, surveying the tear below my shoulder.“Now you look like a pirate,” she says, and continues walking

Elian turns to him and gasps, placing a hand to his heart. “Gods,” hesays, lowering his voice to a conspiratorial whisper. “What if she’s apirate?”

In spite of myself, I edge closer to Elian. There’s comfort in hispresence and how relaxed he disguises himself to be. As though he couldbelong anywhere if he truly wanted to.

Never the queen, always the minion.

I bite down on the corner of my lip and imagine holding somethingthat powerful.A knife that absorbs life and light.Elian’s stance goes rigid. His knuckles whiten on his hips, and his headtilts ever so slightly back toward the ship. To me. As though he can sensemy thoughts. When he turns, it’s slow and meaningful, and it takes a fewmoments for his eyes to find mine among his crew. He stares, unblinking,and just when I think he’s going to raise his hand and signal for Madrid toshoot me, or for Kye to throw me back into the crystal cave, he smirks. Theleft side of his mouth tugs upward, and the action, somehow, feels like adare.Then the look is gone and Elian turns to survey the rest of his crew.When he does, his smile becomes real and wide enough to dimple hisbronzed cheeks.

“What else do you need in life when you have love?” Madrid asks.Kye snorts. “Is that what the kids are calling it nowadays?”Madrid swipes at him and when Kye sidesteps her blow, she narrows hereyes. “This is supposed to be the land of romance,” she tells him.“Romance is for royals,” Kye says just as Torik throws an empty bag inthe middle of their makeshift circle.

I find it hard to believe the prince is a romantic. He seems as though hemight find the notion as ridiculous as I do. I would know in an instant thatMidas isn’t his favorite kingdom; men don’t make homes if they have themalready. But my guess would have been Ágrios, a nation of fearlessness. Orthe warrior kingdom of Polemistés that I chose for my origin. Lands forsoldiers on the precipice of war. Fighters and killers who see no use inpretending to be anything else.I would not have guessed that the infamous siren hunter had humanity inhim.

He takes off in a run and jumps the last of theway, so that when his feet touch the tufts of grass, small droplets explodeinto the air like rainfall. He pulls his hat off and takes a sweeping bow at theland. Then he reaches up a tanned hand, ruffles the wisps of his raven hair,and slips the hat back onto his head in a flourish. He takes a moment,surveying the canvas, his hands hitched on his hips.

I’ve shed Elian’s damp shirt, which clung and dried against me like asecond skin.

“You promised that you would set me free!” I shout to his retreatingfigure.“I promised you more comfortable living arrangements.” Elian’s handflickers over the switch. “I’ll get Kye to bring you a pillow.”I catch one last look at his angled smirk before the lantern dims and thelast speck of light is pulled from the room.

“This isn’t a bargain, it’s a deal.”“I’m not in the business of striking deals with girls in cages.”I twist my lips into a cruel smile. “Then by all means, let me out.”Elian laughs, pulls a pistol out, and shakes his head once again.“You know,” he says, approaching the cell, “I think I might like you.Thing is” – he taps his gun against my prison – “there’s a differencebetween liking someone and trusting them.”“I wouldn’t know. I’ve never done either.”“When we get to Eidýllio,” Elian says, “we can drink to that.”The thought is enough to make me wince. Eidýllio is a land devoted toromance. They celebrate love as though it’s power, even though it has killedfar more humans than I ever have. I would rather be surrounded by theblinding gold of Midas than be in a kingdom where emotion is currency.“You trust me enough to buy me a drink?”Elian pockets his pistol and heads back to the switch. “Who said I’d bethe one buying?”

“Become the queen we need you tobe.”

My cousins gasped around us, their faces contorted in terror and grief.This was their choice: watch their mother die or see their sister killed. Istammered before my aunt, ready to scream and swim as far away as Icould. But then Crestell shot a look to Kahlia, who trembled on the seabed

“Kill her,” the Sea Queen said

the stench of myregret for killing the Kalokaírin prince. And no matter how much I tried toavoid looking at her, the queen could tell I had been crying. The tears werelong washed away, but my eyes remained bloodshot and I had done toogood of a job trying to scrub the blood off my hands

And I lost my chivalry around the same time.”

Hidden under my seaweed lies, there’s truth.

thought princes liked saving young women in need.”Elian laughs, teeth flashing white against his handsome face. “You’re adamsel now?” he asks. “It’s funny, because you didn’t seem like one whenyou were trying to claw your way past me to attack a siren.”“I thought killing sirens was what people on this ship did.”“Usually not with their bare hands.”“Not everyone needs magical knives to do their dirty work for them.”“Not everyone can speak Psáriin,” he says.I keep a coy smile on my lips, playing my role well. “I have a talent forlanguages.”“Your Midasan says differently.”“I have a talent for interesting languages,” I amend, and Elian’s greeneyes crinkle.“What about your own language?” he asks.

Cristian’s murderer could be on my ship

“Parakaló,” I repeat. “It means ‘please.’ ”

“Lira,” he says. “You better have a damn good explanation.”

I’m about to break free, but the second Elian releases his grip on mywaist, his hands clamp down on my shoulders. He twists me around and I’mthrown against the door of the lower deck. When he leans over me, thescent of black sweets is fragrant on his breath.I dismiss him and make to move past, but he’s too quick, even for me,and blocks my path, pushing me back against the varnished wood. Slowly,he brings a hand to the paneling beside my head, closing me in.“You speak Psáriin.”His voice is throaty, his eyes as dark as the blood that seeps from hishand

“Afterwhat she just called me

She grins at this last part, smiling as though we’re old allies. As thoughshe has reason to feel comfortable around me.

“Please,” I say, and Elian’s eyes dart back to me.I’ve never used that word in any language, and even though Elian can’tpossibly know that, he looks unsettled. There’s a crack in the bravado. Afterall, I’m a half-naked girl being held prisoner and he’s a human prince.Royal by birth and destined to lead an empire. Chivalry is in his veins, andall I need to do is remind him of it.

Instead I say,“You’re a good swimmer,” in my best Midasan.“You’re not,” he retorts.

feeling newly blunt teeth against my skin

I’ve also never seen a dead womanbefore. At least, not one who wasn’t half-monster.

My jaw tightens. “I’m not letting anyone else die because of a damnedsiren.”

“What’s a girl doin’ in the middle of the damn ocean?

Then, through it all, my mother’s voice calls, “If you are the mightyPrinces’ Bane, then you should be able to steal this prince’s heart evenwithout your voice. Without your song.”

Barely a whisper, barely a word. A crack in the air masquerading as avoice, just like my aunt Crestell’s had before she was killed

And I have never heard it from my mother’smouth. I’m not even sure what it really means. To me, it has always beenjust a word that humans treasure for reasons I can’t comprehend. There isn’teven a way to say it in Psáriin

The end of the Saad and the oceanand the world I have seen twice over and would see again a thousand times.I would live the life of a king, as my father has always wanted, with asnow-born wife to rule by my side

I think about what a shame it is that she’s twice my age, becauseshe’s striking when she’s wicked, and wild underneath the pretense.

I reach out and grab the prince’s ankle, dragging him down so his body islevel with mine.I nudge his shoulder and when he doesn’t move, I roll him onto his back.Sand sticks to the gold of his cheeks and his lips part ever so slightly, wetwith ocean. He looks half-dead already.

My fingers press deeper into the mermaid’s skull and disappear inside herrainbow flesh. I can feel the sharp bone of her skeleton. The mermaid stills,but I don’t stop. I dig my fingers deeper and pull.Her head falls to the ocean floor

“It’s you.”My eyes shoot upward. The Prince of Midas stares down at us, horrifiedand awestricken. His lips tilt a little to the left.“Look at you,” he whispers. “My monster, come to find me.”I regard him with as much curiosity as he regards me. The way his blackhair sweeps messily by his shadowed jaw, falling across his forehead as heleans to get a better look. The deep dimple in his left cheek and the look ofwonder in his eyes.

“I’ve missed you,” he says to his ship. “I bet you missed me too. We’llfind it together, won’t we?

greener than seaweed

The Midasan prince is our murderer,” I say. “If I bring the queen hisheart as my eighteenth, then I could win back her favor.”

She doesn’t want to punish me. She wants to humiliate me. Show akingdom whose fear and loyalty I’ve earned that I’m no different fromthem. That I don’t stand out. That I’m not worthy to take her crown

The heart explodes into a gruesome mass of blood and flesh.

Every queen begins as a siren, and when the crown passes to her, itsmagic steals her fins and leaves in their place mighty tentacles that hold thestrength of armies.

molokhia

argest pyramid

And the Midasan monarchs are crafted from gold itself

kohl-rimmed eyes

Madrid

And so now I carry around a magic blade that drinks the blood of itskill so quickly that I barely have time to admire it.

TECHNICALLY, I’M A MURDERER, but I like to think that’s one of my betterqualities.

“You are so beautiful,” says the queen, staring down at Kahlia withreverence. “I’m unsure how I’ve ever considered another.”

The wonder of whether the lips of a prince taste different from those ofany other human.

ndwhen they steal the hearts we keep, it isn’t for power. It’s because they thinkthat if they eat enough of them, they might become human themselves

Can a four-letter word hold all of these?

We’ll all get dragged down in the mud, and whenthe dust clears, all that will remain is the question: What if Juniper Songwas right?And this will become, in time, my story once again

I must make them see myside of the story. Athena was the leech, the vampire, the ghost whowouldn’t let me go; Candice her deranged wannabe proxy. I am innocent.My only sin is loving literature too much, and refusing to let Athena’s veryprenatal work go to waste

I scroll down past the deal announcement to the comments. Some areviciously celebratory; others express revulsion at the commodification of apainful, personal tragedy. A few people express disbelief that a first-timewriter would earn such a high advance for a book that doesn’t even existyet

I wonder how they feel whenever they walk past a bookstore, whether theyget a gnawing desire in their gut for the fairyland that cast them out

O HERE I AM, FINISHED.I crash through one week, and then another, with painkillers and sleepaids. Consciousness is a burden.

Eden is listed as one of the publishers whohave reached out to Candice’s agent. Daniella herself is quoted in the finallines: “Of course we’d love to work with Ms. Lee. It would be the ideal wayto make amends for the part we played in this tragedy, which we deeplyregret.”

THE DOCTORS LET ME LEAVE THE HOSPITAL AFTER FOUR DAYS, AFTER myclavicle and ankle have been se

She bites my wrist. Pain shoots up my arm. I jerk back, shocked. She’sdrawn blood—Jesus fucking Christ, it’s all over her teeth, all over my arm.Candice thrashes once more.

That the world should put them on a pedestal and shower them withopportunities. That reverse racism is okay. That they can bully, harass, andhumiliate people like me, just because I’m white, just because that counts aspunching up, because in this day and age, women like me are the lastacceptable target. Racism is bad, but you can still send death threats toKarens.

It all boils down to self-interest. Manipulating the story; gaining theupper hand. Doing whatever it takes. If publishing is rigged, you might aswell make sure it’s rigged in your favor.

“Yellowface. By Candice Lee.”

that her dad killed himself on the twentiethanniversary of Tiananmen.

“It’s Athena’s favorite workout,” says Candice. “She wouldn’t shut upabout it on Twitter. Wait, you didn’t know?” She registers my expression,then bursts into laughter. “You thought this was personal? That’s so good.That’s so good. I hope I got that.”

Like she’s been waiting forever to get her monologue in the spotlight.

“‘I don’t know what you’re talking about,’” Candice mimics. “Is thathow you get away with everything? By batting your eyelashes andpretending to be a fucking idiot?”

“Candice?”“Hi, Juniper.” She drawls out my name like poison. “Long time nosee.”

IT’S NOT ATHENA.

There’s something off about her voice. I’ve only just noticed. It’s notthe voice you use with your friends. It’s pitchy and artificial, like she’sputting on a performance.

“It’s so good to see you again!”IT’S ATHENA. THAT’S UNDOUBTEDLY ATHENA’S VOICE, AFFECTING THATdisinterested, so-transparently-artificial-it’s-ironic-which-makes-it-realtimbre I’ve heard her employ dozens of times on radio interviews andpodcasts. “It’s been aaages.”

exorcist steps.tomorrow night.eleven.