6:30pm on a Tuesday.
I'd be tired too, that's past my bedtime
6:30pm on a Tuesday.
I'd be tired too, that's past my bedtime
Western definition of yoga has been significantly altered through a fitness-centered capitalist mindset.
For some reason it never occurred to me that yoga has a place of origin.
Those who act outside of the prescribed rules threaten the functioning,
BIG 1984 vibes
Lorde
I'll be honest, when I saw "Lorde" in the assignment, I got excited because I though someone had written about Lorde the singer.

she became enraged, and, speaking the Ineffable Name, flew away to the edge of the Red Sea to reside with demons”

lesser-known first woman: Lilith.
I had never heard of Lilith until this week's reading but honestly I support her
uncanny thing of all in Volver
I thought it was the fact that Paula Jr. looked like the Sprouse twins...
“unheimlich” in that the incest and raping of young females is “something which ought to have been kept concealed but which nevertheless come to light
Great reference point
murdered because they’re trash rapist, incestual pests

women helping women
A lot of women supporting women throughout the film in a variety of situations, and none of them ever question each other.
foreshadowing of Agustina’s death, which makes us wonder who’s going to follow her to death’s door.
I didn't make the connection of death being a theme and each of the characters dying one after another... and who's going to be next.
“Women’s Troubles” Isn’t Restricted to Period Blood Anymore
I love this title
He was going—my friend, my companion, from whom I had a right to expect so much—he was going—he would abandon me—he was gone!
He was literally just about to kill his dog and he's upset because the dog left??
Its contents polarized a nation.
I just feel like the nation was already polarized...
“sentimental drivel” catered to the popular pallet,
Wasn't "The Heroic Slave" also catered to the "popular pallet"?
I can’t pray for ‘em.” “It’s natur, Chloe, and natur ‘s strong,” said Tom, “but the Lord’s grace is stronger;
Again, heavy dependence on God and religion
to hear that critter pray;
dehumanizing
there’s a kind of selfishness to it.
It's true; what makes Madison any different than the hundreds of other escaped slaves? Why feel that he deserves help over everyone else?
All they do is run around and fight over the affections of a white man, and guess what? It costs them both their lives.
If that isn't an omen...
when she forgoes her entire belief system and religion to conform to Winkfield’s
Also probably the most unlikely thing to actually happen in the entire story.
dagger she was stabbed with
Never mind, not Unca Eliza
Princess Unca
Unca Eliza??
Such is the case with many colonial encounter narratives. Like Rowlandson, when Álvar Núñez Cabeza de Vaca’s expedition to America went wrong, he too painted himself to be an innocent victim.
So it's ok to do whatever they want but when something doesn't go their way, then they're the victims.
it
Calling her child "it" again
I knew where his wife was
Speaking of missing people, did her son really get eaten? What about her daughter?
In my travels an Indian came to me and told me, if I were willing, he and his squaw would run away, and go home along with me.
Why do they want to go with her?
But to return again to my going home, where we may see a remarkable change of providence. At first they were all against it, except my husband would come for me, but afterwards they assented to it, and seemed much to rejoice in it;
So they're letting her go?
But now our perverse and evil carriages in the sight of the Lord, have so offended Him, that instead of turning His hand against them, the Lord feeds and nourishes them up to be a scourge to the whole land.
She's bitter because God is helping the Native Americans too? Is he not allowed to help anyone who isn't English?
Thus the Lord made that pleasant refreshing, which another time would have been an abomination
Soooo she uses the Lord to give her strength and THEN uses him as an excuse for what she just did. A bit like the way the Spaniards were using their Christianity.
Then I took it of the child, and eat it myself,
Ok, damn. What else has she done that she hasn't written about?
I would have tarried that night with her, but they that owned her would not suffer it
What happened to her own daughter?
I thought of the English army, and hoped for their coming, and being taken by them, but that failed.
She's always depending on God or the English army to save her instead of trying to do something herself
she threw a handful of ashes in mine eyes.
First time they actually hurt her
, for which she gave me a mess of broth, which was thickened with meal made of the bark of a tree, and to make it the better, she had put into it about a handful of peas, and a few roasted ground nuts.
Something she probably wouldn't have eaten when she was first taken
Instead of going toward the Bay, which was that I desired
I really don't think they care what you want, sweetie
through the good providence of God, I had a comfortable lodging that night.
Again giving credit to God for something these people did for her.
my master being gone, who seemed to me the best friend that I had of an Indian, both in cold and hunger, and quickly so it proved.
Interesting relationship, it seems that she would feel more solidarity with the women
I thought I could as well have died as went back;
She would literally rather be dead than stay with the Natives
she found me sitting and reading in my Bible; she snatched it hastily out of my hand, and threw it out of doors.
Sometimes allowed to read her Bible, sometimes not
master whether he would sell me to my husband. He answered me “Nux,”
It seems like they have a use for her since they're unwilling to trade/sell her
knit a pair of stockings,
ok apparently her knitting is useful
“No,” said he, “none will hurt you.”
Interesting turn of events
as I thought
Does she always think the English are causing everything
take notice of the strange providence of God in preserving the heathen
So God is good as long as He's helping her but when something happens that she doesn't like, God is strange and things are heathenous
my mistress
???
only my knitting work
Does she really need her knitting? Why is that a priority for her?
my wound
What happened to her?
in play
just a distraction instead of a fight? Or is she insulting the fighting style of the Natives by calling it "play"?
I asked them whether they were earnest with God for deliverance.
If they weren't would she still have gone with them?
There were now besides myself nine English captives in this place (all of them children, except one woman)
Taking replacements to rebuild their tribe/ replace their losses?
One of the Indians that came from Medfield fight, had brought some plunder, came to me, and asked me, if I would have a Bible, he had got one in his basket.
Did he grab it specifically for her or by chance did he take it and realize she might want it?
another in the wilderness
Did they run away when the Native Americans attacked their home/village? Are they somewhere fighting? Hiding?
I went to see my daughter Mary
Why are we just now hearing about Mary?? Does she have any other kids?
without any refreshing of one nature or other
If they had been given food and more water would the child have survived?
King Philip,
Wampanoag chief, his real name was Metacomet or Metacom
they bade me carry it out to another wigwam
Why does she keep referring to her child as an "it"? was that a thing back then?
“your master
who is the "master"?
what with my own wound,
What happened to her and why is she just now writing about it?
One of the Indians got up upon a horse, and they set me up behind him, with my poor sick babe in my lap.
So she won't fall off again
still the Lord upheld me with His gracious and merciful spirit, and we were both alive to see the light of the next morning.
Uses her faith in God to get her through everything
though I thought we should there have ended our days,
Would rather be dead than be embarrassed and have to travel with her captors
Then they set me upon a horse with my wounded child in my lap, and there being no furniture upon the horse’s back, as we were going down a steep hill we both fell over the horse’s head, at which they, like inhumane creatures, laughed,
Cared enough about her to give her a horse, but then maybe laughed at her because she can't ride a horse like they can
Oh the roaring, and singing and dancing, and yelling of those black creatures in the night, which made the place a lively resemblance of hell.
Native Americans again being associated with the devil, their practices and rituals labeled as hellish.
About a mile we went that night, up upon a hill within sight of the town, where they intended to lodge.
kidnapped/captured by Native Americans
we
"We"?
It cannot be under- stood, however, without major reference to its context and tribal symbol system. It may misleadingly appear, like much oral literature when transcribed, simple and straightforward; the non-Kiowa reader who approaches this work in isolation will, unfortunately, miss much of its depth and hence most if its real beauty and signifi- cance
Again, without proper context, Native American stories cannot fully be understood and recognized for their morals and lessons
He writes of a context with which he is familiar in an emic (insider's) sense, and thereby lends credibility to the notion that this book is truly a Native American's "statement," though certainly not the Native American point of view.
Important to recognize that one experience does not speak for all experiences
It is also necessary to know that a "staff," as mentioned in the story, functions as both a walking stick and a weapon; and that in the Tanaina symbol system, porcupines were supposed to be rather ponderous, dull-witted crea- tures, and beavers were thought to be energetic and industrious, but overly- spontaneous and erratic.
Without context and an understanding of a tribe's traditions, stories can seem overly simple, maybe even meaningless. In the context of the Tanaina culture, the story is a lesson and has meaning.
In the process, the individual beauties, insights, and styles of the particular litera- tures are ignored or become oversimplified, and the resulting amalgam is often a dreary and sparkless mediocrity.
Trying to study Native American literature has the same danger now as it did when Europeans first came to America- lumping all of their experiences, traditions and languages together, taking away individuality
Because the European perspective at least temporarily prevailed, it was entirely predictable that the lumping of all Native American cultures into the mythological "Indian" category persisted in the evolving Euro-American consciousness.
Europeans just assumed that the Natives had zero culture or diversity
Early-arriving Euro- peans were hosted and fed and sheltered and studied; they were regarded as neither gods nor demons, and their appearance probably did not seem more than a mildly interesting event to the ordinary Native American citizen. To the European ventur- ing for the first time beyond the cocoon of cultural similitude, however, the "discov- ery" of "Indians" in the Americas was a major event indeed. Almost invariably the explorers' first reaction was one of irrational denial. Surely these quintessentially un-European creatures (no clothes, no crosses, etc.) could not be human. Perhaps they were a new species of ape; perhaps manifested devils . . . but certainly not souls!
Curiosity, acceptance vs. hostility and a superiority complex
Societal diversity was accepted, tolerated, and assumed, and each group took pride in its own distinctive features, including its own oral (literary) traditions.
Until Columbus got lost
thunder-bird did evil to all who fell under its shadow.
Why so angry?
They, too, smoked the peace-pipe, and there was no longer war among the nations, but each dwelt by its own river and hunted only the deer, the beaver, the bear, or the bison.
Apparently everybody was fine with each other except the Thunder-Bird
the Moon-princess was journeying to see her brother, the Sun-prince,
Sunrise and sunset?