But the reason of my return was, that the Spirit appeared to me and said I had my wishes directed to the things of this world, and not to the kingdom of Heaven, and that I should return to the service of my earthly master—“
I really wish they would further question him to see who this "spirit" was that kept delivering these messages to him and kept pushing him on. Because it could have been an actual person or priest that was providing and filling his head with all this information. Or it could have been an actual voice that he states he would hear on occasion, further assuming that he was actively having hallucinations. If he was mentally ill, he deserved the right therapy and intervention that could have helped him out. However during this time, mental illness was pushed to the side and not fully acknowledged. Making it difficult to actually ask fro help and assistance.