Pray it away, I swearI’ll never be a saint, no way
This line suggests being used as a sort of “I won’t pray away the person I am now”. When the persona was younger and less experienced, he was mocked and shamed, being betrayed by many of his loved ones. But now as an adult, he has decided he’d rather be their enemy than whatever his abusers were wanting him to be which was “a saint”. Furthermore, it could also be in reference to some of the people who betrayed him, wanting him to return to the “saint” he was, but not wanting who he is now. “Pray my current self” followed soon after with “I swear I’ll never be who I was again”. The literary device used in this line is an oxymoron, where the contradictory words "saint" and "no way" are placed together. The use of an oxymoron highlights the speaker's inner conflict and the impossibility of reconciling their current and past self with a morally elevated one. Additionally, the phrase "Pray it away" is an example of hyperbole, emphasising the person’s desperation and sense of futility in seeking a way to get the old persona back.










