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"Pedestrian actions" meaning the futility of ones choosing to end their live. We will l die and the universe will hardly notice a drop in the bucket of consciousness. all yo leave behind in your meat suit to rot. its "nerves, propagating" you are still energetic matter. Your actions do not create the ripple effect you had hoped they would. Suicide is an uninspired act of desperation, according to the speaker.... she is telling this to herself.