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  1. Nov 2021
    1. Namaida! Namaida! Namaida!‘Ei! Ei! Ei! Ei!The dyer Tokubei’s heartWas deeply dyed with love for Fusa.So large was his propertyThat even dye could not wash i

      Agony

    2. your master is very particular as towhom you entertain on account of your love for Jihei Sama and that it isn’t1A kind of corbicula.

      Here it's like she has a pimp.

  2. Sep 2021
    1. espite being saved by the very people whose land he set out to invade, his narrative focuses on the savagery of his “melancholy and wretched captivity” (49). The intentional omission of colonist wrongdoing makes it easy for white America to disproportionately distribute empathy and judgement when reading such narratives. This imbalance allows for the subjectivity of innocence to continue polarizing until it becomes nearly impossible for some to see the truth. As a result, those in positions of power see bursts of violence from minorities as unjust or unnecessary while those carrying the weight of oppression see them as battle cries for equality and freedom; a phenomenon that still exists today.

      Shockingly people are being called liars by this narrative but the ones claiming to be innocent are the ones lying.

    2. The problem, rather, is that she—and society as a whole—deemed the context of her captivity unimportant. It did not matter that her dreadful experience was a result of a last-ditch effort by the Native Americans to cease a genocide caused by people like her. Nor did it matter that her captors did what many U.S. citizens proudly claim they would do should an invasion happen today. All that mattered was that a white woman was hurt by a group of non-white people, and that there was seemingly no viable reason for it other than inherent brutality.

      They looked down on them that's why she didn't think of how the white men are hurting Native American but how they are hurt. self centered thoughts that causes them to feel like they didn't deserve any pain at all while they are cause it to other.

    1. rned to look beyond present and smaller troubles, and to be quieted under them. As Moses said, “Stand still and see the salvation of the Lord”

      She's learnt not to be rattled by circumstantial events.

    2. He said the major himself told him so. So along we went till we came to Newbury; and their minister being absent, they desired my husband to preach the thanksgiving for them; but he was not willing to stay there that night, but would go over to Salisbury, to hear further, and come again in the morning, which he did, and preached there that day. At night, when he had done, one came and told him that his daughter was come in at Providence. Here was mercy on both hands.

      "Mercy on both hand" ??

    3. my own children amongst the rest, to enjoy that deliverance that I had now received, and I did not know whether ever I should see them again.

      How did her children enjoy her deliverance? Did they meet?

    4. ith my brother, and my brother-in-law, who asked me, if I knew where his wife was? Poor heart! he had helped to bury her, and knew it no

      She left alright.

    5. I took my leave of them, and in coming along my heart melted into tears, more than all the while I was with

      Cries for the first time other times she only described her spirit disturbed.

    6. hey mourned (with their black faces) for their own losses, yet triumphed and rejoiced in their inhumane, and many times devilish cruelty to the English. They would boast much of their victories; saying that in two hours time they had destroyed such a captain and his company at such a place; and boast how many towns they had destroyed, and then scoff, and say they had done them a good turn to send them to Heaven so soon.

      More brutality from the English soldiers, but they still lost. And that left her feeling quite unsettled. I understand because she waited for the individuals God was supposed to use to help her, but they kept failing.

    7. would observe is the strange providence of God, in turning things about when the Indians was at the highest, and the English at the lowest.

      She starting to understand that God can be on the other side because she is now siding with the Indian she now understand God has mercy on all.

    8. venison, beaver, tortoise, frogs, squirrels, dogs, skunks, rattl

      I think she exaggerates the comparing to the animals because some animals aren't even aggressive.

    9. . I cannot but remember how the Indians derided the slowness, and dullness of the English army, in its setting out. For after the desolations at Lancaster and Medfield, as I went along with them, they asked me when I thought the English army would come after them? I told them I could not tell. “It may be they will come in May,” said they. Thus did they scoff at us, as if the English would be a quarter of a year getting ready.

      It appears that the Indians are in anguish. And they're primarily trying to explain to her why they're taking so long, why they're being so sluggish when they weren't before. They are similar to her reducule.

    1. I desired also to go and see him; and when I came, he was crying bitterly, supposing they would quickly kill him. Whereupon I asked one of them, whether they intended to kill him; he answered me, they would not. He being a little cheered with that, I asked him about the welfare of my husband. He told me he saw him such a time in the Bay, and he was well, but very melancholy. By which I certainly understood (though I suspected it before) that whatsoever the Indians told me respecting him was vanity and lies. Some of them told me he was dead, and they had killed him; some said he was married again, and that the Governor wished him to marry; and told him he should have his choice, and that all persuaded I was dead. So like were these barbarous creatures to him who was a liar from the beginning.

      She wanted to comfort him so she looked for information that can cheer him up so that he can also return the favor of telling him how his husband is doing.

      Also I understand why she thinks they were lying to her but they maybe don't even know her husband.

    2. Hadley, where they had killed three Englishmen, and brought one captive with them, viz. Thomas Read. They all gathered about the poor man, asking him many questions.

      She feels sorry for the man who is being toasted.

    3. towards Himself, as if His ways were unrighteous. But I knew that He laid upon me less than I deserved.

      She is asking questions about her faith.

    4. Then also I took my Bible to read, but I found no comfort here neither, which many times I was wont to find. So easy a thing it is with God to dry up the streams of Scripture comfort from us.

      There is time where her faith is shaken. She can't feel the same comfort.

    5. I began to think that all my hopes of restoration would come to nothing. I thought of the English army, and hoped for their coming, and being taken by them, but that failed.

      She depends on God because he uses his people. So she is trying not to lose hope.

    6. But the Lord upheld my Spirit, under this discouragement; and I considered their horrible addictedness to lying, and that there is not one of them that makes the least conscience of speaking of truth.

      HOW DOES SHE KNOW THAT THEY ARE LYING MAYBE THEY DID WHAT THEY TOLD HER THEY DID.

    7. had not seen my son a pretty while, and here was an Indian of whom I made inquiry after him, and asked him when he saw him

      THE WAY THE PEOPLE APPEAR IS WEIRD.SHE DOESN'T MENTION HOW AND IN WHICH WAY THEY MET.

    1. My spirit was, upon this, I confess, very impatient, and almost outrageous. I thought I could as well have died as went back; I cannot declare the trouble that I was in about it; but yet back again I must go. As soon as I

      She acts as though she is angry with them, which is not how I imagined her thinking based on the scenario. You'd think she'd be modest and grateful for how far she's come.

    2. would go no further, but turn back again, and said I must go back again with her, and she called her sannup

      Maybe there she is tired or something else is happening.

    3. I complained it was too heavy, whereupon she gave me a slap in the face, and bade me go; I lifted up my heart to God, hoping the redemption was not far off; and the rather because their insolency grew w

      She it demonstrates how they are handled, but I wonder why you would complain in this situation?

    4. My mistress, before we went, was gone to the burial of a papoose, and returning, she found me sitting and reading in my Bible; she snatched it hastily out of my hand, and threw it out of doors.

      Why did she do that? And is because her faith was shaken?

    1. I boiled my peas and bear together, and invited my master and mistress to dinner; but the proud gossip, because I served them both in one dish, would eat nothing, except one bit that he gave her upon the point of his knife. Hearing that my son was come to this place, I went to see him, and found him lying flat upon the ground. I asked him how he could sleep so?

      They are very comfortable with her master they shared food as well.

    2. (Psalm 118.17-18).

      I shall not die, but I shall live, and recount the deeds of the Lord. 18 The Lord has disciplined me severely, but he has not given me over to death.

    3. day mourning and lamenting, leaving farther my own country, and traveling into a vast and howling wilderness, and I understood something of Lot's wife's temptation, when she looked back

      When Loti's wife turned around, she was transformed into a mountain sault. It was punishment for turning her back to God.

    4. ir luggage. "Oh that my people had hearkened to me, and Israel had walked in my ways, I should soon have subdued their enemies, and turned my hand against their adversaries" (Psalm 81.13-14).

      Oh, that my people would listen to me, that Israel would walk in my ways! 14 I would soon subdue their enemies and turn my hand against their foes.

    5. Now the Ind. began to talk of removing from this place, some one way, and some another. There were now besides myself nine English captives in this place (all of them children, except one woman). I got an opportunity to go and take my leave of them. They being to go one way, and I another, I asked them whether they were earnest with God for deliverance. They told me they did as they were able, and it was some comfort to me, that the Lord stirred up children to look to Him. The woman, viz. goodwife Joslin, told me she should never see me again, and that she could find in her heart to run away. I wished her not to run away by any means, for we were near thirty miles from any English town, and she very big with child, and had but one week to reckon, and another child in her arms, two years old, and bad rivers there were to go over, and we were feeble, with our poor and coarse entertainment. I had my Bible with me, I pulled it out, and asked her whether she would read. We opened the Bible and lighted on Psalm 27, in which Psalm we especially took notice of that, ver. ult., "Wait on the Lord, Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine Heart, wait I say on the Lord."

      Repentance and waiting for the Lord. Here is Psalm 27 ESV : The Lord Is My Light and My Salvation Of David. 27 The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold[a] of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?

      2 When evildoers assail me to eat up my flesh, my adversaries and foes, it is they who stumble and fall.

      3 Though an army encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war arise against me, yet[b] I will be confident.

      4 One thing have I asked of the Lord, that will I seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to inquire[c] in his temple.

      5 For he will hide me in his shelter in the day of trouble; he will conceal me under the cover of his tent; he will lift me high upon a rock.

      6 And now my head shall be lifted up above my enemies all around me, and I will offer in his tent sacrifices with shouts of joy; I will sing and make melody to the Lord.

      7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry aloud; be gracious to me and answer me! 8 You have said, “Seek[d] my face.” My heart says to you, “Your face, Lord, do I seek.”[e] 9 Hide not your face from me. Turn not your servant away in anger, O you who have been my help. Cast me not off; forsake me not, O God of my salvation! 10 For my father and my mother have forsaken me, but the Lord will take me in.

      11 Teach me your way, O Lord, and lead me on a level path because of my enemies. 12 Give me not up to the will of my adversaries; for false witnesses have risen against me, and they breathe out violence.

      13 I believe that I shall look[f] upon the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living! 14 Wait for the Lord; be strong, and let your heart take courage; wait for the Lord!

    6. I have thought since of the wonderful goodness of God to me in preserving me in the use of my reason and senses in that distressed time, that I did not use wicked and violent means to end my own miserable life. In the morning, when they understood that my child was dead they sent for me home to my master's wigwam (by my master in this writing, must be understood Quinnapin, who was a Sagamore, and married King Philip's wife's sister; not that he first took me, but I was sold to him by another Narragansett Indian, who took me when first I came out of the garrison).

      She had a strong faith in God, and no matter what scenario she was in, God was praised. When we are injured, most of us move away from our religion and convictions, but this was not the case with her.

    7. God's holy time

      I love how she is feeling the presence of God not matter the situation religion depending on the beliefs bring s lot of comfort.

    8. But now, the next morning, I must turn my back upon the town, and travel with them into the vast and desolate wilderness, I knew not whither. It is not my tongue, or pen, can express the sorrows of my heart, and bitterness of my spirit that I had at this departure: but God was with me in a wonderful manner, carrying me along, and bearing up my spirit, that it did not quite fail. One of the Indians carried my poor wounded babe upon a horse; it went moaning all along, "I shall die, I shall die." I went on foot after it, with sorrow that cannot be expressed. At length I took it off the horse, and carried it in my arms till my strength failed, and I fell down with it. Then they set me upon a horse with my wounded child in my lap, and there being no furniture upon the horse's back, as we were going down a steep hill we both fell over the horse's head, at which they, like inhumane creatures, laughed, and rejoiced to see it, though I thought we should there have ended our days, as overcome with so many difficulties. But the Lord renewed my strength still, and carried me along, that I might see more of His power; yea, so much that I could never have thought of, had I not experienced it. After this it quickly began to snow, and when night came on, they stopped, and now down I must sit in the snow, by a little fire, and a few boughs behind me, with my sick child in my lap; and calling much for water, being now (through the wound) fallen into a violent fever. My own wound also growing so stiff that I could scarce sit down or rise up; yet so it must be, that I must sit all this cold winter night upon the cold snowy ground, with my sick child in my arms, looking that every hour would be the last of its life; and having no Christian friend near me, either to comfort or help me. Oh, I may see the wonderful power of God, that my Spirit did not utterly sink under my affliction: still the Lord upheld me with His gracious and merciful spirit, and we were both alive to see the light of the next morning.

      This entire section made me weep because I understand how she is feeling and it brought back memories for me. I've been in battle since I was a child, and I've seen injured infants and parents in anguish. It's really visual and emotive.

    9. ord hereby would make us the more acknowledge His hand, and to see that our help is always in Him. But out we must go, the fire increasing, and coming along behind us, roaring, and the Indians gaping before us with their guns, spears, and hatchets to devour us.

      FOR MOST PEOPLE FAITH BRINGS CONFORT AND HOPE IN HARD SITUSTION THAT EVEN THIS SHALL PASS.

    10. On the tenth of February 1675, came the Indians with great numbers upon Lancaster: their first coming was about sunrising; hearing the noise of some guns, we looked out; several houses were burning, and the smoke ascending to heaven. There were five persons taken in one house; the father, and the mother and a sucking child, they knocked on the head; the other two they took and carried away alive. There were two others, who being out of their garrison upon some occasion were set upon; one was knocked on the head, the other escaped; another there was who running along was shot and wounded, and fell down; he begged of them his life, promising them money (as they told me) but they would not hearken to him but knocked him in head, and stripped him naked, and split open his bowels. Another, seeing many of the Indians about his barn, ventured and went out, but was quickly shot down. There were three others belonging to the same garrison who were killed; the Indians getting up upon the roof of the barn, had advantage to shoot down upon them over their fortification. Thus these murderous wretches went on, burning, and destroying before them

      Personally, this stanza brought back memories of battle, and I could sense the anguish and terror that people feel when they are attacked. I went through everything and could picture the images in my mind.

    11. Deut. 32.39. See now that I, even I am he, and there is no god with me, I kill and I make alive, I wound and I heal, neither is there any can deliver out of my hand.

      God, on the other hand, would not allow the country to be entirely destroyed, lest people believe that they, rather than God, controlled Israel's destiny. These countries, if they had any insight, would recognize that they could never defeat Israel unless Israel's God allowed it (26-30). The God of Israel was righteous and powerful, but the gods of Israel's adversaries were evil, immoral, and cruel (31-33). To the best of my knowledge, this passage is used for those who rebel against God, refusing to obey his commands even though he never leaves their side.

    1. In our blog posts and our headnotes we tried our very best to be original, provoke thought, and even weave some comedy and sass in there. The readings are fun and amusing while still answering critical questions about literature. Hopefully reading them will help future PSU students have fun while learning.

      I appreciate the mindset, because while we may always learn, we learn best when we are at ease.

    2. Moreover, this anthology asks us to consider what it means for literature to be “American.” How can we possibly define American literature without comprehending the fragility, complexity, and pride that accompanies such a term? “America” can mean the United States and all that comes with being a resident in such a nation, but it is also the entirety of two continents and wherever their influence spreads. This anthology tries to unpack that by combining multiple famous texts with a wide range of ideas by each individual in the classroom

      What does it mean to be an American? It's more like we can't afford to have certain people feel excluded from America. Is America simply the United States, or is it anyplace in America with anybody who has their Citizenship? It might also be the impact it has in various locations.

    3. , it moves beyond the voices of old white men talking about even older white men. This anthology provides specific details and insights into multiple texts from diverse authors that are important representations of American literature.

      It is not rejecting the work that has been done in the past, but it does not limit itself to a single meaning or interpretation. Instead, seek for the voice that is yours and read it through your voice.

    4. Who determines what counts as American literature? How does the in-depth study of early American literature prompt us rethink representations of American culture today?

      I think it's a valid issue to ask who decides if a written piece is American literature or not.