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  1. Dec 2023
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    1. loaded dice

      dice used for cheating. “Loaded dice.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/loaded%20dice. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    2. whizzing

      to hum, whir, or hiss like a speeding object (such as an arrow or ball) passing through air. “Whiz.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/whiz. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    3. grisly

      inspiring horror or intense fear. “Grisly.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/grisly. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    4. in abeyance

      a state of temporary inactivity : SUSPENSION —used chiefly in the phrase in abeyance. “Abeyance.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/abeyance. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    5. acquitted

      to discharge completely (as from an accusation or obligation). “Acquit.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/acquit. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    6. exulting

      to be extremely joyful : REJOICE. “Exult.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/exult. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    7. unrepentant

      not feeling or exhibiting shame or remorse : not repentant. “Unrepentant.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/unrepentant. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    8. murkier

      darkly vague or obscure. “Murky.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/murky. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    9. mettle

      vigor and strength of spirit or temperament. “Mettle.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/mettle. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    10. grit

      firmness of mind or spirit : unyielding courage in the face of hardship or danger. “Grit.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/grit. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    11. charnel

      a building or chamber in which bodies or bones are deposited. “Charnel.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/charnel. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    12. unalloyed

      not alloyed : UNMIXED, UNQUALIFIED, PURE. “Unalloyed.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/unalloyed. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    13. tase

      to shoot with a Taser gun. “Tase.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/tase. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    14. cuff

      to apply handcuffs to. “Handcuff.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/handcuff. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    15. bravado

      blustering swaggering conduct; a pretense of bravery. “Bravado.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/bravado. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    16. pulling rank

      to use one's high position in a society, organization, group, etc., to order someone to do something or to get special treatment or privileges. “Pull rank.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/pull%20rank. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    17. dawdling

      to move or act slowly. “Dawdle.” Merriam-Webster.com Thesaurus, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/thesaurus/dawdle. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    18. shrewd

      marked by clever discerning awareness and hardheaded acumen. “Shrewd.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/shrewd. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    19. scrum

      a usually tightly packed or disorderly crowd. “Scrum.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/scrum. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    20. raft

      a large collection or number. “Raft.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/raft. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    21. veneer

      a superficial or deceptively attractive appearance, display, or effect. “Veneer.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/veneer. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    22. limber

      having a supple and resilient quality (as of mind or body). “Limber.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/limber. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    23. dart

      something projected with sudden speed especially : a sharp glance. “Dart.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/dart. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    24. heirloom

      a piece of property (such as a deed or charter) that descends to the heir as an inseparable part of an inheritance of real property. “Heirloom.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/heirloom. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    25. gentrifying

      (gentrification) a process in which a poor area (as of a city) experiences an influx of middle-class or wealthy people who renovate and rebuild homes and businesses and which often results in an increase in property values and the displacement of earlier, usually poorer residents. “Gentrification.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/gentrification. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    26. sloshing

      to move with a splashing motion. “Slosh.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/slosh. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    27. limestones and brownstones

      Limestones and brownstones are iconic architectural elements in Brooklyn, New York, contributing to the unique charm and character of many neighborhoods. for more infromation: https://thenewyorkcitybroker.com/everything-you-need-to-know-about-nyc-brownstones/

    28. pageantry

      colorful, rich, or splendid display. “Pageantry.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/pageantry. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    29. warily

      marked by keen caution, cunning, and watchfulness especially in detecting and escaping danger. “Wary.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/wary. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    30. peered

      to look narrowly or curiously. “Peer.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/peer. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    31. stunted

      to hinder the normal growth, development, or progress of. “Stunt.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/stunt. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    32. revel

      to take intense pleasure or satisfaction. “Revel.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/revel. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    33. outset

      Beginning. “Outset.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/outset. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    34. travesties

      a debased, distorted, or grossly inferior imitation; a burlesque translation or literary or artistic imitation usually grotesquely incongruous in style, treatment, or subject matter. “Travesty.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/travesty. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    35. indictment

      a formal written statement framed by a prosecuting authority and found by a jury (such as a grand jury) charging a person with an offense. “Indictment.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/indictment. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    36. inscrutable

      not readily investigated, interpreted, or understood. “Inscrutable.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/inscrutable. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    37. bum wine

      Flavored fortified wines.

    38. carting

      to carry or convey in or as if in a cart. “Cart.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/cart. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    39. worn

      to cause to deteriorate by use (past participle of wear). “Wear.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/wear. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    40. treads

      the part of a wheel or tire that makes contact with a road or rail; the pattern of ridges or grooves made or cut in the face of a tire. “Tread.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/tread. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    41. plunder

      to take by force or wrongfully. “Plunder.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/plunder. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    42. etched

      to delineate or impress clearly. “Etch.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/etch. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    43. dribbled out

      to issue sporadically and in small bits. “Dribble.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/dribble. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    44. mangled

      severely injured or damaged by cutting, tearing, or crushing. “Mangled.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/mangled. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    45. scorched

      to burn a surface of so as to change its color and texture. “Scorch.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/scorch. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    46. compelled

      to drive or urge forcefully or irresistibly. “Compel.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/compel. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    47. amber

      a hard yellowish to brownish translucent fossil resin that takes a fine polish and is used chiefly in making ornamental objects (such as beads). Here, it is used metaphorically. “Amber.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/amber. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    48. lean

      lacking or deficient in flesh. “Lean.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/lean. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    49. preached

      to deliver a sermon. “Preach.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/preach. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    50. pulpit

      an elevated platform or high reading desk used in preaching or conducting a worship service. “Pulpit.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/pulpit. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    51. zeal

      eagerness and ardent interest in pursuit of something. “Zeal.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/zeal. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    52. inchoate

      imperfectly formed or formulated. “Inchoate.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/inchoate. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    53. body cameras

      a video camera that is worn on clothing and used to continuously record activity in front of the wearer. “Body camera.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/body%20camera. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    54. vogue

      popular acceptation or favor; one that is in fashion at a particular time. “Vogue.” Merriam-Webster.com Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/vogue. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    55. sensitivity training

      training in a small interacting group that is designed to increase each individual's awareness of his or her own feelings and the feelings of others and to enhance interpersonal relations through the exploration of the behavior, needs, and responses of the individuals making up the group. “Sensitivity training.” Merriam-Webster.com Medical Dictionary, Merriam-Webster, https://www.merriam-webster.com/medical/sensitivity%20training. Accessed 19 Dec. 2023.

    56. PG County police

      The Prince George's County Police Department. It operates in the State of Maryland.

    57. AMIRI BARAKA

      Amiri Baraka was a poet, writer, teacher, and political activist. He was born Everett LeRoi Jones in 1934 in Newark, New Jersey. You can read more about him here: https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poets/amiri-baraka Also, you can read the full poem here: https://genius.com/4777077

  3. Nov 2023
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    1. The girl from Chicago understood this too, and she understood something more—that all are not equally robbed of their bodies, that the bodies of women are set out for pillage in ways I could never truly know. And she was the kind of black girl who’d been told as a child that she had better be smart because her looks wouldn’t save her, and then told as a young woman that she was really pretty for a dark-skinned girl.

      A further development of the concept of body. As the author matures and meets new people, he realises that the appropriation of Black bodies is not equal, and that there are certain groups that are in greater danger than others.

    2. I have raised you to respect every human being as singular, and you must extend that same respect into the past. Slavery is not an indefinable mass of flesh. It is a particular, specific enslaved woman, whose mind is active as your own, whose range of feeling is as vast as your own; who prefers the way the light falls in one particular spot in the woods, who enjoys fishing where the water eddies in a nearby stream, who loves her mother in her own complicated way, thinks her sister talks too loud, has a favorite cousin, a favorite season, who excels at dressmaking and knows, inside herself, that she is as intelligent and capable as anyone. “Slavery” is this same woman born in a world that loudly proclaims its love of freedom and inscribes this love in its essential texts, a world in which these same professors hold this woman a slave, hold her mother a slave, her father a slave, her daughter a slave, and when this woman peers back into the generations all she sees is the enslaved. She can hope for more.

      The final point Coates makes to make his child understand that racism is not a mere concept, but rather a very tangible thing that needs to be dealt with case by case, and that heavily wounds the flesh.

    3. And now here they were, The Cabal, The Coven, The Others, The Monsters, The Outsiders, The Faggots, The Dykes, dressed in all their human clothes. I am black, and have been plundered and have lost my body. But perhaps I too had the capacity for plunder, maybe I would take another human’s body to confirm myself in a community. Perhaps I already had. Hate gives identity.

      I found this to be a very lucid, intimate and possibly unexpected thought from someone who has been discriminated all his life. Coates realizes that being being discriminated does not necessarily means being pure, and that there is a very high risk of discriminating others just for the sake of validating oneself.

    4. Trinidadian

      From the country of Trinidad.

    5. I had thought that I must mirror the outside world, create a carbon copy of white claims to civilization. It was beginning to occur to me to question the logic of the claim itself.

      At Howard, Coates goes through his intellectual evolution. This is the moment in which he uncovers from the veil that blinded him and realises that The Dream he always yearned for is flawed and false, because it rests on African Americans' backs. He suggests that African Americans must not try to "live the American Dream" and aspire to live as whites, but rather that they have to find their own way of living (thus mirroring the differences between the Civil Rights Movement and the Black Power advocates that came later).

    6. The pursuit of knowing was freedom to me, the right to declare your own curiosities and follow them through all manner of books. I was made for the library, not the classroom. The classroom was a jail of other people’s interests. The library was open, unending, free.

      This a further analysis of the author idea's of education in school. He once again brands school as a tool of reproduction of ideas and prefers the library, as there the reader has agency over his readings and can decide by himself what he deems necessary.

    7. I was left with a brawl of ancestors, a herd of dissenters, sometimes marching together but just as often marching away from each other.

      Again, the author reiterates the idea of the complexity of history. One cannot expect to study it and find an absolute truth, but rather a series of different ideas and arguments.

    8. Saul Bellow

      A Canadian-American writer that won the Nobel prize.

    9. I kept the Black Power episodes of Eyes on the Prize

      It is an American television series and documentary about the civil rights movement in the U.S.

    10. “the babies having babies.”

      It is a 1989 single by Terry Tate.

    11. tapes of Malcolm’s speeches—” Message to the Grassroots,” “The Ballot or the Bullet”

      They are both public speeches delivered by Malcolm X. The former was delivered on 1963, whereas the latter on 1964.

    12. “The meek shall inherit the earth”

      The fifth verse of the fifth chapter of the Gospel of Matthew in the New Testament.

    13. The world had no time for the childhoods of black boys and girls. How could the schools?

      He feels that school is a mere tool of reproduction of concepts that seem very distant to his reality, and that it can in no way help him.

    14. The streets were not my only problem. If the streets shackled my right leg, the schools shackled my left.

      In this quote, Coates describes a concept that may not be so obvious. He argues that schools were a dangerous place as well, because errors made in school had consequences just as if you messed up in the streets. The difference was only the delayed time of punishment to the body.

    15. I obsessed over the distance between that other sector of space and my own. I knew that my portion of the American galaxy, where bodies were enslaved by a tenacious gravity, was black and that the other, liberated portion was not. I knew that some inscrutable energy preserved the breach. I felt, but did not yet understand, the relation between that other world and me.

      The author further works on the metaphor of a barrier separating two worlds.

    16. Mr. Belvedere.

      "Mr. Belvedere" refers to a popular American sitcom that aired on television from 1985 to 1990.

    17. 7-Eleven

      A very famous American convenience store chain.

    18. that his body was in constant jeopardy.

      Again we see the reiteration of the concept of body.

    19. It began to strike me that the point of my education was a kind of discomfort, was the process that would not award me my own especial Dream but would break all the dreams, all the comforting myths of Africa, of America, and everywhere, and would leave me only with humanity in all its terribleness. And there was so much terrible out there, even among us. You must understand this.

      This passage is really important, because it describes the process of learning. In fact, it leads to more question, opinions and theories. Coates understands that he will not be able to find an official explanation of Black History, but rather as an intricate mass of authors arguing with each other. His previous views of Africans as nobility shatters, and he puts everything into perspective. He realizes that no "race" can be defined as wholly "good", and that the point of education is about being able to see the world in its complexity.

    20. violence rose from the fear like smoke from a fire, and I cannot say whether that violence, even administered in fear and love, sounded the alarm or choked us at the exit.

      Coates makes a very interesting point about the education given to African Americans. They did not only experience violence in their life outside of home, but they also had to deal with their parents' violence, that educated their sons very harshly because of fear.

    21. America understands itself as God’s handiwork, but the black body is the clearest evidence that America is the work of men

      Another reference to the myth of American exceptionalism, specifically its religious dimension.

    22. The destroyers will rarely be held accountable

      Coates underlines the fact that even if policemen do not applicate laws correctly, their actions are often misclassified and they are rarely held accountable for their actions due to white privilege. To further analyse: https://www.healthdata.org/news-events/newsroom/news-releases/lancet-more-half-police-killings-usa-are-unreported-and-black

    23. ice cream socials

      A typically American form of social gathering which involves eating ice-cream.

    24. Mondawmin Mall

      A shopping mall in West Baltimore, Maryland, United States.

    25. The crews, the young men who’d transmuted their fear into rage, were the greatest danger. The crews walked the blocks of their neighborhood, loud and rude, because it was only through their loud rudeness that they might feel any sense of security and power.

      Coates' lucid description shatters a prejudice about young men in the streets that wear jewellery, play loud music and sell drugs. They are, according to the author, merely humans whose marginalized existence led them to a certain lifestyle that aims to self-protection.

    26. America makes no claim to the banal. America believes itself exceptional, the greatest and noblest nation ever to exist, a lone champion standing between the white city of democracy and the terrorists, despots, barbarians, and other enemies of civilization. One cannot, at once, claim to be superhuman and then plead mortal error. I propose to take our countrymen’s claims of American exceptionalism seriously, which is to say I propose subjecting our country to an exceptional moral standard.

      American exceptionalism in one of American's myths described by Heike Paul in her book "The myths that made America.". In the words of Byron E. Shafer, American exceptionalism is "the notion that the United States was created differently, - essentially on its own terms and within its own context. It derives from three different dimensions: 1: The religious dimension: as described by Deborah Madsen, American exceptionalism "is used frequently to describe the development of American cultural identity from Puritan origins to the present". The puritan rhetoric of the Promised land can be in fact considered to be the origin of the phenomenon. 2: The political dimension: in the discourses of America's founding fathers, one can see the creation of a mythology that describes a shared sense of a secularized doctrine of US-American predestination. 3: The economic dimension: it is often seen as a precondition for individual success, which is mostly understood in economic terms. It valorises self-interest as legitimate and necessary for the well-being of the body politic.

    27. giving dap

      A friendly gesture of greeting.

    28. Tolstoy is the Tolstoy of the Zulus

      As this is a recurring phrase, here's a link of the author himself explaining thoroughly the meaning of this phrase: https://www.theatlantic.com/international/archive/2013/08/tolstoy-is-the-tolstoy-of-the-zulus/278789/

    29. The trouble came almost immediately. I did not find a coherent tradition marching lockstep but instead factions, and factions within factions. Hurston battled Hughes, Du Bois warred with Garvey, Harold Cruse fought everyone. I felt myself at the bridge of a great ship that I could not control because C.L.R. James was a great wave and Basil Davidson was a swirling eddy, tossing me about.

      Coates realized the extent of investigation that has been done before him. He struggles to put together a coherent narrative. As we will read in a later passage, he will be able to overcome this struggle by defining what education really is.