In answering this letter, please state if there would be any safety for my Milly and Jane, who are now grown up, and both good-looking girls. You know how it was with poor Matilda and Catherine. I would rather stay here and starve—and die, if it come to that—than have my girls brought to shame by the violence and wickedness of their young masters.
Jourdon does not want anything bad to happen to his daughters whatsoever if he was to return to Tennessee. He would rather die where he stands than have his daughters in harms way.