She’s my first cousin
what? am I tweaking
She’s my first cousin
what? am I tweaking
“I am an observer,” I told myself,
Shes going places with Doreen but still feels as though she doesnt belng there, not talking, not being social, just watching
“This is what it is to be happy.”
adrenaline high
arisen from the profound void of an empty stomach.
such a deep way to say your hungry
I hated the idea of serving men in any way.
a girls girl
I started adding up all the things I couldn’t do
Shows how shes getting worse, picking things off about herself
I had imagined Buddy would fall in love with me that week-end and that I wouldn’t have to worry about what I was doing on any more Saturday nights the rest of the year
Creating scenarios in her head, delusional and desperate/needy. not in a bad way