od’s intervention was also considered a factor in clinical outcomes. after a spate of negative pregnancy results, Linda reflected on why things were going so badly. she recalled an embryo transfer that I had observed a few weeks before. When dr. Padilla pulled the catheter out from the patient’s uterus, it had been covered with blood. (Clinicians maneuver carefully to avoid this kind of bleed-ing, but sometimes they cannot.) My stomach sank when I saw dr. Padilla and Linda exchange a look. Linda later explained: “blood is invasive and damaging for embryos. In that case, it’s the only explanation we have [for why the patient didn’t get pregnant], because we did nothing different. Nothing! God is not giving me a hand. Lately he has forgotten me. When we transfer the embryos, and I see that [they] are good quality and could achieve pregnancy, and nevertheless they do not, it is because, unexpectedly, God did not want it.”
Ecuadorian IVF practitioners, like Linda, deeply integrate spiritual belief into their interpretation of medical outcomes. When faced with a series of unsuccessful pregnancies, Linda reflects on a specific case where blood was present during an embryo transfer, a detail that, scientifically, can lower the chances of implantation. Despite following all the standard procedures, she and Dr. Padilla sense that something is off, exchanging a look of concern. Linda later explains that they did nothing differently and sees no medical reason for the failure, leading her to conclude that “God is not giving me a hand.” Her statement reflects how she interprets these moments of uncertainty not just through clinical reasoning but through a spiritual lens. She believes that when embryos appear viable yet still don’t result in pregnancy, it must be because “God did not want it.” This shows how faith offers a framework for understanding the unpredictable nature of IVF, helping practitioners cope emotionally and morally when science alone doesn’t provide answers.