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  1. Nov 2022
    1. I might have whipped till you fell dead under the lash. But I wanted you to live; I would have bettered your condition. Others cannot do it. You are my slave.

      If he wanted to he would girl. Gaslighting

    2. “though you have been criminal towards me, I feel for you, and I can pardon you if you obey my wishes. Tell me whether the fellow you wanted to marry is the father of your child. If you deceive me, you shall feel the fires of hell.”

      The irony. He accuses her actions as criminal, ans begins to show sympathy, then once again threatens her.

  2. Oct 2022
    1. Your genuine action will explain itself, and will explain your other genuine actions. Your conformity explains nothing.

      is genuine always good? in this case?

    2. Is it so bad, then, to be misunderstood? Pythagoras was misunderstood, and Socrates, and Jesus, and Luther, and Copernicus, and Galileo, and Newton, and every pure and wise spirit that ever took flesh. To be great is to be misunderstood.

      push past societal norms, takes time to be recgnized as greatness

    3. . The doctrine of hatred must be preached as the counteraction of the doctrine of love when that pules and whines. I shun father and mother and wife and brother, when my genius calls me.

      morals go out the window when something is deemed genius?

    4. There is a time in every man’s education when he arrives at the conviction that envy is ignorance; that imitation is suicide;

      your own thought is the only good thought? What about learning from others?

    5. To believe your own thought, to believe that what is true for you in your private heart is true for all men, — that is genius.

      inflicitng your personal on other peoples is genius... or unjust.... or sometimes annoying?

    6. Cast the bantling on the rocks, Suckle him with the she-wolf’s teat; Wintered with the hawk and fox, Power and speed be hands and feet.

      animal of strength, surviving winter amidst other animals of prey

    7. “Man is his own star; and the soul that can Render an honest and a perfect man, Commands all light, all influence, all fate; Nothing to him falls early or too late.

      poetic- not saying star as in fame, but star ina way to lead through light

  3. Sep 2022
    1. This imbalance allows for the subjectivity of innocence to continue polarizing until it becomes nearly impossible for some to see the truth.

      yes, for many people, the truth is still hidden with misconceptions and false claims.

    2. This is not to say that Rowlandson’s depiction of the colonial encounter isn’t valid or worth the empathy it so easily conjures up for readers.

      she did a very good job at making me want to empathize, it was like i was fighting with myself on how to feel, when I know the truth, but did not want to undermine her experience

    1. At first they were all against it, except my husband would come for me, but afterwards they assented to it, and seemed much to rejoice in it; some asked me to send them some bread, others some tobacco, others shaking me by the hand, offering me a hood and scarfe to ride in; not one moving hand or tongue against it.

      some sort of relationships were formed? maybe?

    2. They mourned (with their black faces) for their own losses, yet triumphed and rejoiced in their inhumane, and many times devilish cruelty to the English

      Would the English not do the same? It was the natives that got invaded, so i feel it's given they have the right to mourn when they're livelihood is being stripped away, and to triumph when they succeed in not being taken over and killed.

    3. They would pick up old bones, and cut them to pieces at the joints, and if they were full of worms and maggots, they would scald them over the fire to make the vermine come out, and then boil them, and drink up the liquor, and then beat the great ends of them in a mortar, and so eat them. They would eat horse’s guts, and ears, and all sorts of wild birds which they could catch; also bear, venison, beaver, tortoise, frogs, squirrels, dogs, skunks, rattlesnakes; yea, the very bark of trees; besides all sorts of creatures, and provision which they plundered from the English. I can but stand in admiration to see the wonderful power of God in providing for such a vast number of our enemies in the wilderness, where there was nothing to be seen, but from hand to mouth.

      She was amazed to see what indigineous people ate and how they survived. They were surrounded by abundance, but she see's it as scraps and vermin. I think it's interesting that she expresses admiration for what they do to survive, but again, gives credit to God.

    4. strangely did the Lord provide for them; that I did not see (all the time I was among them) one man, woman, or child, die with hunger.

      She keeps giving god all the credit, but won't give credit to the natives for being knowledgable and being able to adapt and are aware of their surroundings and how to survive in it. She only see's them as barbaric, yet they are resourceful and intelligent, as this is there home and they know how to live and take care of it.

    5. I can but admire to see the wonderful providence of God in preserving the heathen for further affliction to our poor country. They could go in great numbers over, but the English must stop. God had an over-ruling hand in all those things.

      Is she angry or amazed with god for "preserving the heathen" and not letting the english cross the river becuase she knows they would not survive. Is she greatful for them?

    1. Then I took it of the child, and eat it myself, and savory it was to m

      she is slowly turning "savage" herself, by taking food from a starving child. Then justifying it by thinking that the Lord would consider it ok, I think she is starting to experience delusion

    2. In this town there were four English children, captives; and one of them my own sister’s

      if she has found her sister, maybe she is close to finding her husband and son?

    1. By which I certainly understood (though I suspected it before) that whatsoever the Indians told me respecting him was vanity and lies. Some of them told me he was dead, and they had killed him; some said he was married again, and that the Governor wished him to marry; and told him he should have his choice, and that all persuaded I was dead.

      even though she was completely out of her element and frightened, she was strong enough to believe that she was being lied to and messed with, because she was seen as weak.

    2. Yet I can say, that in all my sorrows and afflictions, God did not leave me to have my impatience work towards Himself, as if His ways were unrighteous. But I knew that He laid upon me less than I deserved.

      very much having an identity crisis. Questioning everything she's ever known and beleived, and is maybe starting to get angry as while as depressed and frightened.

    3. but when I was without, and saw nothing but wilderness, and woods, and a company of barbarous heathens, my mind quickly returned to me,

      this woman is experiencing immense fear, and relying on her faith in god to pull her through. She wants to get out but quickly realises her weaknesses and lack of knowledge surrounded by people who are very familar and skilled in an environment where she is not.

    4. He answered me that such a time his master roasted him, and that himself did eat a piece of him, as big as his two fingers, and that he was very good meat. But the Lord upheld my Spirit, under this discouragement; and I considered their horrible addictedness to lying, and that there is not one of them that makes the least conscience of speaking of truth. I

      She is either being tormented by the truth, and holding onto faith that her son is ok, or the natives are messing with her and enjoying it very much. sarcasm or brutal truth?

    5. for which she gave me a mess of broth, which was thickened with meal made of the bark of a tree, and to make it the better, she had put into it about a handful of peas, and a few roasted ground nuts.

      she is making trades or deals, and being fed by the natives? But also describes what she is given as a "mess". is she greatful, bewildered, or sickened?

    1. films

      strongly believe that film and literature go hand in hand. There are aspects of the experience of watching a film vs reading a novel that can completely shift your understanding of the story/plot/purpose.

    2. the ever-shifting definition of American Literature.

      very intriguing how something can be shifted and and changed over time through different analyis and perspectives. Also slightly frustrating.

    3. it moves beyond the voices of old white men talking about even older white men.

      It is about time that we get to hear the perspectives and thoughts of not just old white men talking about even older white men, I feel there may be bias there. It's exciting how so many doors have opened to relaying information to one another is an honest and diverse fashion.

    4. What is the difference between American literature and American history?

      Don't these two kind of go hand in hand? Is american history what makes up american literature and vise versa?

    1. my children gone, my relations and friends gone, our house and home and all our comforts—within door and without—all was gone

      While these feelings are very valid, it's interesting reading the perspective of the english, especially the people that just came along for the ride with their husbands and families. Knowing now that the presence of the english, did in fact do everything she is describing to the native american people.

    2. was the waste that was there made of horses, cattle, sheep, swine, calves, lambs, roasting pigs, and fowl (which they had plundered in the town), some roasting, some lying and burning, and some boiling to feed our merciless enemies

      Is she saying waste because these were the resources that fed the enemy? To most of my knowledge, Native Americans were everything but wasteful, and there food sources seriously, using them with the utmost respect.

    3. Oh the roaring, and singing and dancing, and yelling of those black creatures in the night, which made the place a lively resemblance of hell

      culture shock for sure.

    4. Now away we must go with those barbarous creatures, with our bodies wounded and bleeding, and our hearts no less than our bodies.

      Captured? Hurt? Why now? what happened before? were there previous altercations. Also referring to Native Americans as barbarous creatures...the bias is very interesting.

    1. The lovers fled into the mountains which are near the town of Calca. Being tired after a long journey, they climbed to the top of a rock and went to sleep. They heard a great noise in their sleep, so they arose. The princess took one shoe in her hand and kept the other on her foot. Then looking towards the town of Calca both were turned into stone. To this day the two statues may be seen between Calca and Huayllapampa.

      Some sort of curse on the cloak, they are so close to having eachother, but only for periods at a time. When you go against the sun gods, they will turn on you.

    2. It began to call Chuqui-llantu by her own name. She was terribly frightened, got out of bed, and beheld the shepherd on his knees before her, shedding many tears. She was satisfied on seeing him, and inquired how he had got inside the palace. He replied that the cloak which she carried had arranged about that. then Chuqui-llantu embraced him, and put her finely worked lipi mantles on him, and they slept together.

      oh wow. The herbs worked,

    3. Then she saw the cloak and told the mother that it was a very pretty cloak, asking where it came from. The old woman told her that it was a cloak which, in ancient times, belonged to a woman beloved by Pachacamac, a deity very celebrated in the valleys on the coast. She said it had come to her by inheritance; but the princess, with many endearments, begged for it until at last the mother consented. When Chuqui-llantu took it into her hands she liked it better than before and, after staying a short time longer in the hut, she took leave of the old woman, and walked along the meadows looking about in hopes of seeing him whom she longed for.

      Very interesting a Princess felt the need to take the belongings of a shepards mother that held clear importance and value. Did she not see Acoya underneath the cloak?

    4. she gathered certain herbs which are believed to be cures for grief

      Im very intrigued by the medicinal practices of the Inca, along with other native tribes. I wonder what information has been lost since these tribes has begun to diminish. There is no herb we commonly know to cure grief, but I would love to figure out what that is.

    5. Seeing that all the fountains were very favourable, the princess went to repose for a little while, for all night she had been conversing with the checollo in her dream.

      the inca, from the sun, hold spiritual powers, connecting the water, to the animals. to the plants, to the mind.

    6. Her death seemed inevitable. She could have no cure but to go to him whom she so dearly loved, and if she did her father the Sun would order her to be killed.

      daughters of the sun forbidden to love?

    7. She thought she saw a bird flying from one tree to another, and singing very softly and sweetly.

      The bird is acoya-napa, hearding his llamas from here to there, playing his flute softly and sweetly.

    8. women of the Sun cooking and preparing food. Chuqui-llantu said that she was very tired with her walk, and that she did not want any supper. All the rest supped with her sister,

      Women have the role of preparing and cooking and sharing.

    9. But Chuqui-llantu was unable to rest owing to the great love she felt for the shepherd Acoya-napa, and she regretted that she had not shown him what was in her breast. But at last she went to sleep.

      Did something spark becuase of his silver headpeice? What is she hiding, is it a gift special for Acoya-Napa?

    10. On entering, the doorkeepers looked to see if they brought with them anything that would do harm, because it was often found that women had brought with them, hidden in their clothes, such things as fillets and necklaces.

      Why would women need to bring in weapons? Were they also subjected by men. Was it because of self protection, fear, or foul play?

    11. They repeated their question about the flock, and told him not to be afraid, for they were children of the Sun, who was lord of all the land, and to give him confidence they took him by the arm.

      The Inca's worshipped the sun, did they not? This young boy meeting two daughters of the sun, may give him strength, or inflict the youthful energy he lacks.

    12. He strolled behind his flock, and presently began to play upon his flute very softly and sweetly, neither feeling anything of the amorous desires of youth, nor knowing anything of them.

      Using words like, softly and sweetly, mentioning how he is behind is flock, all shows the reader just how young this boy is, but because of his responsibilities, cannot feel his youth, or even understand what is means to be young.

      what does it mean to young in the Inca Tribe?