Somehow it was my fault that the police and media focused on me at Meredith’s expense. The result of this is that 14 years later, my name is the name associated with this tragic series of events I had no control over.
It's really very sad that I've never heard her roommates name until now, only hers, but the media only found her involvement the most interesting, I guess and decided to take that and run with it. Her life was undoubtedly changed forever after this ordeal and her hopes of returning to normalcy are nothing more than a dream that will never happen. How does someone come back from that? I understand she's trying to charge on regardless of the judgement but if it were me, I'd completely change everything just to have some sense of peace.