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  1. Nov 2023
    1. standing on the edge of a diving board, deciding whether or not to jump. To me it felt like there was some sort of time lag between her end of the phone and mine.

      Seems like a dramatic pause

  2. Nov 2021
    1. “That’s easy to say for people that are sitting on their sofas and riding in their carriages; but let ‘em be where I am, I guess it would come some harder. I wish I could be good; but my heart burns, and can’t be reconciled, anyhow. You couldn’t in my place,—you can’t now, if I tell you all I’ve got to say. You don’t know the whole yet.”

      Peace was never an option

  3. Oct 2021
  4. americanliterature.com americanliterature.com
    1. will America seek successfully to tune any superb national song unless the heart-strings of the people start it from their own breasts—to be return'd and echoed there again.

      They have to look within themselves, rely on themselves, for something more

    2. twining all lands like a divine thread, stringing all beads, pebbles or gold, from God and the soul, and like God's dynamics and sunshine illustrating all and having reference to all. F

      Poetry truly uniting on a transcendent level is out there, he claims

    3. Browning is lately dead; Bryant, Emerson and Longfellow have not long pass'd away; and yes, Whittier and Tennyson remain, over eighty years old

      The "modern" poets, when this was written

    4. When umbrellas were first used in England, those who carried them were hooted and pelted so furiously that their lives were endanger'd

      Real world application/example

    5. any work really new and first-rate in beauty and originality always arouses something disagreeable and repulsive

      Contradicts Emerson's idea that spontaneity and originality are the best

    6. a great old age amplified? Every really first-class production has likely to pass through the crucial tests of a generation, perhaps several generations.

      Techniques, perceptions passed down through generations

    7. my already avow'd opinion regarding his highest bardic and personal attitude

      Establishes more credibility for Emerson for me as a reader, appreciates him for same reasons

    8. a naturalist, pedestrian, gardener and fruiter—well aware of books, but mixing to the last in cities and society.

      When he says mixing, I wonder if he means a more literal urban point of view or even though he's "naturalist" it fits in these contexts

    9. Ideal Americanism would take the Greek spirit and law, and democratize and scientize and (thence) truly Christianize them for the

      How America imitates other places, draws from past experiences as one culmination (Like Emerson discusses)

    10. beauty, power and productiveness of its own, above all others, and of a sort and style uniting all criticisms, proofs and adherences.

      A culmination

    11. dissolving and embracing all—and not any special achievement of passion, pride, metrical form, epigram, plot, thought, or what is call'd beauty. The bud of the rose or the half-blown flower is beautiful, of course, but only the perfected bloom or apple or finish'd wheat-head is beyond the rest.

      The completeness of personality, perhaps versatility of character

    12. Modern or new poetry, too, (viewing or challenging it with severe criticism,) is largely a-void

      Something more out there, hoping for more, sort of like Emerson mentions at the end of Self-Reliance. Something that doesn't exist yet, not imitated

  5. Sep 2021
    1. As a result, those in positions of power see bursts of violence from minorities as unjust or unnecessary

      They don't understand peoples struggles and narratives like this make people feel justified in those biases.

    2. All that mattered was that a white woman was hurt by a group of non-white people, and that there was seemingly no viable reason for it other than inherent brutality.

      White woman privilege not within the story itself, but how it is treated and interpreted. People only care so much because it is a white woman, and re-enforces their own biases to feel less guilty.

    3. It did not matter that her dreadful experience was a result of a last-ditch effort by the Native Americans to cease a genocide caused by people like her.

      Bigger context to the attack

    4. he image of indigenous savagery is maintained and with it spreads the toxicity of imperialism and systemic racism.

      Especially through the use of "barbaric" imagery

    1. One hour I have been in health, and wealthy, wanting nothing. But the next hour in sickness and wounds, and death, having nothing but sorrow and affliction.

      Everything can be taken in an instant

    2. Blessed be the Lord for it, for great is His power, and He can do whatsoever seemeth Him good.

      Religion the explanation for everything, it wasn't the soldiers or anyone who brought her back, it was God. Did the same to the Natives.

    3. public thanksgiving.

      Thanksgiving not just one specific holiday, but an occasion to come together and be grateful. Interesting, didn't know that

    4. thoughts of our dear children, one being dead, and the other we could not tell where, abated our comfort each to other

      Motherhood instincts kicking in

    5. I took my leave of them, and in coming along my heart melted into tears, more than all the while I was with them

      What made them decide to let her go

    6. seemed much to rejoice in it; some asked me to send them some bread, others some tobacco, others shaking me by the hand, offering me a hood and scarfe to ride in

      Saw it as a way to get more material, its funny how some of them showed them kindness but still seems them all as barbarous

    7. for their own losses, yet triumphed and rejoiced in their inhumane, and many times devilish cruelty to the English.

      So is the nature of war, Mary

    8. yet how to admiration did the Lord preserve them for His holy ends, and the destruction of many still amongst the English!

      Shows how the Natives had grit and were resourceful, says the Lord provided for them and diminishes their resilience

    1. God did not leave me to have my impatience work towards Himself, as if His ways were unrighteous.

      Christianity so deeply ingrained that she still holds on to faith

    1. d never let her see it afterward

      The trauma inflicted on the Natives because of Christians is probably what pissed her off so much about the Bible

    1. I sitting alone in the midst. I observed they asked one another questions, and laughed, and rejoiced over their gains and victories. Then my heart began to fail:

      Humanizing

    2. sisters, and friends, and relations, and house, and home, and many comforts of this life

      They had homes, interesting compared to the Indians who burned their wigwams and carried on

    1. nine days from the first wounding, in this miserable condition, without any refreshing of one nature or other,

      Absolutely awful, I wonder if anything else would've helped save it

    2. been of God’s holy time; how many Sabbaths I had lost and misspent, and how evilly I had walked in God’s sight;

      Feeling remorseful and guilty, perhaps because of the situation she's in

    1. of the Indians carried my poor wounded babe upon a horse; it went moaning all along, “I shall die, I shall die.”

      Was the Indian saying they'd die? Was it because of the contact/kindness he was showing?

    2. I must turn my back upon the town, and travel with them into the vast and desolate wilderness, I knew not whither.

      They haven't hurt her, let her survive to the next day

    1. some roasting, some lying and burning, and some boiling to feed our merciless enemies; who were joyful enough

      More "consumption" and cruel imagery

    1. When the plants, who were friendly to man, heard what had been done by the animals, they determined to defeat their evil designs. Each tree, shrub, and herb,

      Present day I think the plants would agree with the animals, since we've now destroyed and abused most of them too

    2. Next came the fishes and reptiles, who had their own grievances against humanity

      Going through shows the full scope of how many animals and how much wildlife man has effected or abused

    3. If the reply be “Yes” all is well and the Little Deer goes on his way

      A more spiritual approach rather than a punishment or an attempt at war.

    4. “The bow of wood and the string of our own entrails

      The personification of the animals creates a humanizing affect and provokes sympathy. Makes interesting commentary on the way we treat animals and their remains.

    5. spread over the whole earth and the poor animals found themselves beginning to be cramped for room

      The way they generalize the world and man is interesting but also still applicable to all countries and places. They make it a more emotional ordeal than a survival one.