It had no function or beauty, but it still felt powerful when you touched it.
"No function" alluding to her having no function if a woman didn't have sex, partners, or give birth?
It had no function or beauty, but it still felt powerful when you touched it.
"No function" alluding to her having no function if a woman didn't have sex, partners, or give birth?
"It makes me sympathize with him," said a nurse. "He could have anybody he wanted, and he picks these kinds of girls. Like, they're not models, they're not stars."
Where her internalized misogyny comes from?
It ran out of his nostrils sometimes, but mostly they heard it, rattling in his lungs. He couldn't eat anything, and he didn't talk much.
Grotesque but fascinating imagery
. If anyone said "ugly cunt" to her sister or her mother, Laura would hit him. She would hit anyone who said it to her friend Danielle. Well, she didn't really mean it when she said it
Internalized misogyny
a doll made of rubber, exible and resilient, aprop for the movie that was playing in his head.
De-humanizes herself to cope with the experience.
how she sometimes worriedthat she wasn’t smart enough to form her own opinions on anything.
Making herself more vulnerable to match his state.
He kissed the top of her head,
Gesture appears again.
“Glad to see
Most of his comments seem rude and a bit blunt, possibly the narrator reading too much into it but perhaps all of his jokes are laced with truth.
thehighway, it occurred to her that he could take her someplace and rape and murder her;she hardly knew anything about him, after all
Power dynamic shifting again.
so it was up toher to re-initiate the conversation, which she always did.
first instance of dysfunction (?)
I smelledlike salmon
interesting that the salmon imagery is brought back at the end of this scene.
He wasbeautiful and scarred. So much brownskin marked with bruises, badly healedwounds, and tattoos. His long blackhair was unbraided and hung down to his thin waist. My slacks and dressshirt were carefully folded and drapedover the chair near the window. Myshoes were sitting on the table. Bluelight filled the room.
really beautiful description during something so abrupt and described so bluntly.